Saturday, December 31, 2011

underOATH - Alone in December




You always amazed me
But thats the past
You always amazed me
But thats the past!
I kept silent and it rained for days
My inside were drenched
But I guess that's the part of growing up
I never wanted to learn
And I grew into the man
That you never knew
But I wouldn't be this way
If it wasn't for you
100 thank you's
It this is love
Fairy tales never came true
Judies are black in full bloom
And I died in the womb
Take it back, all that's gone
It's all still there like you left it
December stayed the same
Nothing ever changed but you
Every little dream covered in dents
Love can't fly tonight
Couples will rest, I'll be sleepless
So cry yourself to sleep
This is about broken hearts
This is about me
Bending again for nothing....nothing
I'd run to you but pain awaits
I'm coming home
But I'll be late
No deeper than imagination can be
Sight with nothing to see
What's faith if I can't believe
It's everything
A cure, but I make it a disease..
God Take Me Because I Hate Me

;)

how much deception can you take
how many lies will you create
how much longer until you break
your mind's about to fall

- MK Ultra

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Tetris !



dh rank 72 dan masih tk berpuas hati sb dlm frenlist aku ada sorang rank tinggi dari aku. nsib bek energy tk ckup ja nk main. haha. td kt gg, aku lepak kt kaunter gan am. then ada sorang bdk cina tu mai tnya pc. lpas tu bdk cina tu tgk aku then dia ckp "oh, pro tetris". aku time tu kembang tk sangga bak anggggggg. hahaha. yala, rank tetris aku plg tinggi kt gg. mna ada org bleh potong.

tp aku agak gembira dari minggu2 yg lepas sb la ni kt gg rmai dh main game tetris. dulu aku sorang ja main. la ni dh ada pelapis. tp suma slow hand. hahaha

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

nice quotes ;)

"You are the reason why I have sleepless nights. You are the reason why I tend to hold my pillow tight. And you are the reason I can't sleep without saying goodnight." - Unknown

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

look

im still waiting for the day
i will see the light
i will end this fight
make my future bright

yeah
nobody know my story
i kept it in my diary
you don't know what i've been through
but now i just want to sit next to you
and i know that's just a dream, it's true

i ain't got "nobody"
friends and family
that what i got
you think i'm lonely?
i'll prove that you're wrong

*tk abeh haha :P

hmm

tired, weary, stressed
i never seem to get enough rest
your face envelops my mind
when i close my eyes at night
my heart tell me you're something i can never trust
but my eyes, all they see is love

this heart can break
torn into shreds, ripped apart
yes, i was so naive
i let you in without question

*tk abeh :P

hero ;)



[Rabbit]
Now everybody from the 313
Put your muthafuckin' hands up and follow me,
Everybody from the 313
Put your muthafuckin' hands up
Look Look

Now while he tries to stands tough
Notice that this man did not have his hands up,
This free world got you gazz up,
Now who's afraid of the big bad wolf
1, 2, 3 in to the 4
1 Pac , 2 Pac, 3 Pac, 4
4 Pac, 3 Pac, 2 Pac, 1
You're Pac, He's Pac, No Pac, None!
This guy aint no muthafuckin MC
I know everything he's got to say against me,
I am white,
I am a fuckin bum,
I do live in a trailer with my mom
My boy Future is an Uncle Tom,
I do got a dumb friend named Cheddar Bob
Who shoots himself in the leg with his own gun
I did get jumped by all 6 of you chumps
And Wink did fuck my girl
I'm still standin here screamin "fuck tha free world!!"
Don't ever try to judge me dude
You don't know what the fuck i've been through
,
But i know something about you,You went to Cranbrook's that's a private school,
What's the matter dog? You embarrassed?
This guy's a gangsta his real name's Clarence
And Clarence lives in home with both parents
And Clarence's parents have a real good marriage,
This guy doesn't wanna battle he shook
kuz there's no such thing as HALF WAY CROOKS!!
He's scared to death
He's scared to look in his fuckin yearbook, fuck Cranbrooks

Fuck the beat, i go acapella
Fuck a Papa Doc, fuck a clock, fuck a trailer, fuck everybody
Fuck y'all if you doubt me
I'm a piece of fucking white trash, i say it proudly
And fuck this battle
I don't wanna win
I'm outtie
Here tell these people something they dont know about me.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

I have reason to be shy. i've been hurt plenty.

sekali dalam setahun, mungkin sekali dalam dua tahun dan mungkin tiga tahun. niat tu ada cuma hati ni berat utk terima. berat? kenapa? sebenarnya aku takut. kenapa? semua tu rahsia. suma nk abaq kt hg, tadak rahsia jgk la aku cmni. haha

Sunday, December 18, 2011

stop

jangan cari aku lagi. penat dh. bkn sekali dua, tp bnyk kali. sekian.

Monday, December 5, 2011

tak suka

ayat yg aku paling tk suka skali la ni ialah :-

1. huhu
2. kbye
3. untunglaaa

noob pnya ayat. tkleh guna ayat lain ka? o0o

takut

perasaan yang sama terjadi kepadaku
seperti dulu
aku resah, hati gelisah
mungkin ianya cinta
mungkin ianya nafsu dunia

akan ku terima takdirku
walaupun ianya seperti dulu
pengalaman mengajar aku
takkan ku bersikap bodoh seperti dulu

dunia..

LOL

bila pernah rasa bnda mahal, benda murah ditinggalkan. haha. itulah yg terjadi kepada saya. bkn blagak. tp mmg dh tkleh terima. pen ckp dia nk balik 16 ni, harap2 dia nk yg mahal jgk. klu dia nk yg murah, jd tunggui kayu lah saya pada malam keriangan itu. haha

Sunday, November 27, 2011

know your place peasant !




sedarlah diri wahai haiwan. dhla balas tunang org, hg nk pukoi dia plak? mmg silap la. dh kwn tu dok tgh down, hg nk bg masalah plak. hg igt mmber2 dia nk tgk saja? boooo.


*post yg agak lmbt sb bz sket la ni. haha

Monday, November 21, 2011

cinta tak mengenal grammar

boy : i'm thinking that i'm start to falling in love with you
girl : its a good sound
boy : yes i do

HAHAHAHHAHA

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

;)

keja keja keja!

sblum saya start keja, saya nk menyatakan impian saya siap2 ;)

1. nk kumpul duit utk mak aku p umrah.
2. nk blnja kawan2
3. nk beli mcm2. haha

girl

terima kasih atas segalanya
kau telah memberi cinta
kau juga yg rosakkannya
kau musnahkan kepercayaan
musnahlah impian
berdiri teguh seorang lelaki
kini tiada tenaga lagi
cintanya dikhianati

kawan, usah kau risau
akan ku menangis bersamamu
akan ku cuba sedaya upaya
utk menghiburkan hatimu yg luka

usah kau tangisi pemergian dia
perempuan sial
tak kenang jasa

Sunday, November 6, 2011

selamat hari raya

terima kasih Arsenal dan Van Persie kerana memberikan saya hadiah raya. haha. sbnrnya bkn aku nk ckp ttg Arsenal pn. aku nk ckp ttg linesman pmpn yg jaga game Liverpool tu. lahai, comel ja aku tgk time dia angkat bendera tu. hahaha

td sblum tgk bola. aku, own, lan n pon p karaoke. syok! itulah aktiviti kami sebelum2 ni. bkn nk sembang kemaih la, suara aku sedap bak angggggggg. hahaha.

ok, tu ja. tata ;)

Sunday, October 30, 2011

game?

saya dh slow main game. skarang saya bnyk tgk bola n melepak smpai pagi(dlm pkul 4 lebih bru balik). bleh jimat duit kot. bole la save dlm 4-6 ringgit 1 mlm daripada asyik main game ja. klu main game, 15ringgit 1 mlm pn bleh abeh. haha.

saya online pn sat2 ja. lpas abeh lepak, saya p cc sat utk online. online pn sb nk reply komen, lpas tu tgk mmber2 main game then aku balik tidoq. haha.

Friday, October 28, 2011

(best)friend

friend ; awek hg comey, klu hg break gan dia mmg hg rugi la.

bestfriend ; klu hg nk break gan awek hg, hg abaq kt aku. aku nk msuk line.

HAHAHAHAH Lan, aku mlawak ja :P

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

zmxncb

i'm spending all of these years
putting my heart back together
i'll never look back
bcos it will remind me of something bad
everything happened too fast
but thats the past
i never cry eventhough you tell me lie
i love the way you lie
promises burned to ashes
look how i spend these years
it's bcos of your selfishness

LOL?

hey,
i'm still wondering
why did you come?
and why did you leave?
you ain't satisfied?
you taught me how to fight
we learn the words of joy together
but now you left me with anger

actually
you shouldn't exist in my motherfucking diary
i shouldn't wrote anything about you
wasted pages, burn to ashes
now you're gone, like fucking flash

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Gilme ft. Outsider - Love is war lyrics(roman)

yeah~it’s the NEW collaboration G.I.L Me baby~
and Outsider ha~
Woman Cry, Man Cry Baby Don’t Cry
geudae tteonagan binjari niga namgin sangcheo
uri aechobuteo jal mot dwaetdeon geol michindeusi tteugeowosseotdeon uri sai

nan neol gidarigiman haesseo neohante matchwojuryeogo noryeokhaetji da
naega johahaneun geon chamgo niga wonhaneungeol dangyeonhada saenggakhaetji
neon naega sirheohaneun dambae kkeunchi anha chingudeuri naboda deo jungyohajanha
nal wihae yangbohaneunge hana eobtjanha sosimhan ni moseup geojitmare jichyeoga
(neon naega) teukbyeolhan saramira malhaesseotji modeun geol ihaehae juneun yeojal wonhaetgetji(ha~)
geunde nan geunyang botongsaramiya geujeo gachi itgil baraesseul ppunya
(niga pillyohaetdeon)mojaran saramiya (naega pillyohangeon)geujeo ni sarangiya
neoneun naege neomu manheun geol baraesseo eonjengabuteo uri dureun neomu byeonhaesseo

Woman Lies (Man Lies) Woman Cries (Man Cries)
Woman knows (Man knows) and Woman loves (Man loves)
niga anim andoendadeon nado sangcheojuji anheulkke dajimhadeon neodo
eonjengabuteo urin neomu byeonhaesseo seoroegeseo neomu manheun geol baraesseo*2

eonjena gidarigiman haetji neoneun matchwojuryeogo haetji manhi geunde naneun geureon ni moseube jichyeosseo
uyubudanhame munanhami neomu sirheosseo sigani jinagalsurok jeomjeom nan neoege jillyeosseo
ttaeron hago sipeungeot geurigo meokgo sipeungeot, hamkke gago sipeun goseul meonjeo malhaejugireul wonhaesseo
neon cham chakhan yeojaya yeonyakhan yeojaya geuraeseo neoreul tteonabonaegiga swipjin anhasseo
neon naege saranghaneun beobeul gareuchyeo jun joheun saramiya
neon naege heonsinhago huisaenghae jun sesang yuilhan saramiya
hajiman teukbyeolhagibodaneun naegeneun pyeonanhaetdeon sarami ya
geuraeseo nawaneun matji anha (mianhae nawaneun matji anha)
meojianha deo joheun saram mannalkkeoya dubeon dasineun nareul chatji mara(nareul chatji mara)
nal tteonageodeun hamkke haetdeon gieokkkaji jiwo jeori chiwo
ni mameseo nae jageun heunjeokkkajido kkaekkeusi wanjeonhage biwo

Woman Lies (Man Lies) Woman Cries (Man Cries)
Woman knows (Man knows) and Woman loves (Man loves)
niga anim andoendadeon nado sangcheojuji anheulkke dajimhadeon neodo
eonjengabuteo urin neomu byeonhaesseo seoroegeseo neomu manheun geol baraesseo*2

michindeusi sorijilleo jugildeusi ssaugo
kallalcheoreom nalkaroun hyeokkeuteuro sangcheojugo
geuraedo naeirimyeon dasi yeollagi olkkeorago
mam hanguseok jiuji motal gidaegameuro
chojohan mameuro jeonhwagireul barabodeon
geurigon neoeobsin mot sandamyeo hwahaehadeon
uriyeonneunde sesange yeongwonhan geon eomneunji
dasineunije geureon datumdo deo eopgetji
no more! no love!

Woman Lies (Man Lies) Woman Cries (Man Cries)
Woman knows (Man knows) and Woman loves (Man loves)
niga anim andoendadeon nado sangcheojuji anheulkke dajimhadeon neodo
eonjengabuteo urin neomu byeonhaesseo seoroegeseo neomu manheun geol baraesseo*2

gakjaui gabange chueogeul dama uriui sarangiran bangeseo nawa
miryeonseokkin nunmuldo boiji anheulge aswiun cheok dwidora bojido anheullae
jangnangwa useumeuro dobaedoen sajincheop kiseuwa heogeuro gadeukhan chueokdeul
doragal su eomneun dorikil su eomneun byeonhan sarange bichi baraejyeo gan gieokdeul
Woman Lies, Man Lies, Woman Cries, Man Cries
modu da itgetdaneun geojitmal boiji anke heureuneun nunmulman
uri sarangeul gieokhaneun deut hae ajikdo nae simjanggwa meorineun ssaumeul hae
mwoga


credit to http://www.jpopasia.com/play/30008/gilme/love-is-war-ft-outsider.html ;)

Thursday, October 6, 2011

can this be a question?

when you said "you can have mine", then you fucked up at the end. fuck you?

haha

Lily

lily is crying
i know its all my fault
she keeps crying
i know how she feels
i didn't mean to do it
lily's heart is broken

lily told me
i was everything to her
but i changed
i left her on the street
but she keeps coming
her heart wound never change

lily love me
but i cheated again
she still want me
but i wouldn't do the same
i'm sorry
seriously i'm not yet ready

lily is depressed
she want to go away from me
i tried to stop her
its too late
she keep running
she left me all alone

lily is gone
i will never see her again
she left without saying goodbye
now i'm crying
i'm in pain
i'm dying
forgive me.. Lily

Sunday, October 2, 2011

uhh

i want you to love me
like how i love you
i give you all my heart
to me you're everything

when the suns goes down
moon bring out the light
so if you lose in the fight
i'll fight for your right

so, if you love me
please tell me the truth
i will accept you will all my heart
i'll make sure our love keep breathing

*saya mgarut saja haha

tanggungjawab

i've lost the touch
i lost everything
i'm the one to blame
i'm sorry

i'll do my best
give me another chance
i need the trust
to fight against them

*tk abeh jgk haha

teenagers

i watch, i hear, i talk
this life is unpredictable
some people think that life is a joke
this is a serious problem

10 minutes of joy will cause a death of an innocent child
10 minutes of joy will cause a death of a girl/women
10 minutes of joy will change your entire life
10 minutes of joy will change your future

i'm not an angel or something
i lie, i cry, i eat, i feed

*wakak tk abeh

-.-"

td aku mimpi langsuir. hahaha. potong gilaaaaaaa. dhla bgn pkui 2pg, mmpi hantu plak. klu nk ikutkn hati, mmg aku tkmau kuaq la mlm ni. tp nsib bek din kena keja kt Sky Star ja. trpksa jgk kuaq. tu pn time otw p Sky Star, aku lgsung tk tgk atas(ke langit). takut bak angggggg. haha.

Friday, September 30, 2011

i ♥ you, friends ;)



you can count on me like 1 2 3 and i'll be there ;)

Monday, September 19, 2011

ROFL!

One day an at home wife is alone and the doorbell rings.

She opens it to a guy, "Hi, is Tony home?"

The wife replies, "No, he went to the store, but you can wait here if you want."

So they sit down and after a while of silence the friend says "You know Sara, you have the greatest breasts I have ever seen. I'd give you a hundred bucks just to see one."

Sara thinks about it for a second and figures, what the heck - a hundred bucks! She opens her robe and shows one to him for a few seconds. He promptly thanks her and throws a hundred bucks on the table. They sit there a while longer and guy then says "That was so amazing I've got to see both of them. I'll give you another 100 dollars if I could just see the both of them together."

Sara amazed by the offer sits and thinks a bit about it and thinks, heck, why not? So she opens her robe and gives Chris a nice long chance to cop a look.

A while later Tony arrives back home from the store. The wife goes up to him, "You know, your friend Chris came over."

Tony thinks about it for a second and says, "Well did he drop off the 200 bucks he owes me?"

Saturday, September 17, 2011

some thoughts

It's funny how you can say I love you a thousand times
But you can never say I hate you once

It's funny how you cry out these tears
And you still love them no matter what happens

It's funny how hard it is to get a heart
But how easily you can lose it

It's funny how three words can make you feel like you have everything
and the next minute it turns out to be a lie and you have nothing

I just think it's funny how love can take you in many different directions
be careful.
you never know where you're going to end up

- kiran raza

Thursday, September 15, 2011

promise

i should've know who you really are
by the look in your eyes
the devil hiding deep inside
waiting for the right time to strike

i still remember how i build trust in you
those days are gone
in a blink of and eye
why did it happened?

it's funny when promises are just a word
when love turn to loathe
everything turn upside down
even a king lost his title
even a child lost his name
isn't it strange?

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

blur

i can't believe this
you kickin' me hard
all i can see is blood
where's your love, where's your heart?

i can't see anything
my vision unclear
you think i'll live in fear?
hell no!
i can survive on my own

i'll make you pay
i'll make you say
the ice turn to fire
let it burn

what's the point of beauty?
you can't face reality
think logically
you will understand how life should be

Saturday, September 10, 2011

haha

saya nmpk awak. awak kt blkg saya. rambut pendek, kemeja kotak merah hitam, sluar pendek merah. saya tahu itu awak. tp saya tk berapa pasti. lepas itu saya beranikan diri saya. saya tanya nama awak. tiba2 awak pegang tangan saya. saya terkejut. lpas tu tiba2 ja saya dengar lagu Siti Nurhaliza - Aku Cinta Padamu. dlm hati saya pikir itu background muzik. ya lah, saat2 indah msti dihiasi dgn background muzik. lpas tu saya mula sedar. rupanya phone saya yg berbunyi. macibai, potong gila. tgh best mimpi, time tu jgk la ada org nk antaq msg. haha

Monday, September 5, 2011

kawan kawan ♥

ini antara perkataan yg saya dan kawan-kawan saya salah sebut. haha

lilat = cicak
cicat = cicak
pistat = pisang
traffic light = stesyen minyak
musafar = musafir
drogbee rogna = drogba rooney
luck = rokok
kunyut = kunyit
babok = mabuk

ahh, tk igt. nnt klu saya igt saya update. haha.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

12:22pm Fri 2.Sep.2011

ok, tajuk kita hari ini ialah "Terima Kasih Aidilfitri".

kisahnya bermula begini. aku semalaman tk tidoq(bgn tidoq pkui 10mlm) n klu ampa tgk tajuk post kali ni, time tu aku tgh ada kt atas moto. haha.

aku dok kt GGLeet dari mlm smpai pkui 10pagi, main game. then aku balik mandi, siap2 suma then aku p umah wan. kami plan nk p Sungai Petani. then time aku kt umah wan, aku online la sat. lpas tu Pen wallpost aku. dia ckp dia nk bt besday party. bermula detik itu lah rancangan aku dan wan rosak. hahaha. dengan panas terik, kami p Anak Bukit. then tpt yg kami nk p tu tutup(pejabat kerajaan tutup ari jumaat kt Kedah). terima kasih. then mcm mana pn kami kena p Perlis. tktau jalan plak. balik umah wan plak, search kt google. haha. dh tau tpt, kami pn berangkat pergi. ok, kami tk smayang jumaat. lepas selesai kerja di Perlis, kami pn bertolak lah ke Sungai Petani. pungkoq kebas dh sb dok atas moto lama2, pinggang dh sakit. dlm pala otak dok pikiaq nk p massage kt Danok ja. haha.

dlm perjalanan tu aku mampu tersenyum lah sb 1 benda dh selesai. time kami kt Alor Setar, kt traffic light simpang 4 mana tah tk igt, kami jmpak plak member wan. mmber wan nk p beraya kt umah dia n kebetulan time tu kami nk p Sungai Petani. terima kasih lagi diucapkan. then dh wan kt luaq, wan dan kawannya bercadang utk ke rumah kawan depa plak dkt area2 Alor Setar. wan ckp nk ddk sat ja. aku pn ok la. then lpas p beraya umah kawan depa tu, kami sambung perjalanan kami. haha.

mata berair dh, mgantuk. blakang pn sakit sb dok atas moto lama sgt. lepas berpuluh-puluh kilometer kami mengembara, sampai juga ke destinasi. haha. lepas selesai semua kerja, kami pn pulang ke Jitra dengan gembira.

sampai ja kt Jitra, aku antaq wan balik then aku pn balik la umah aku dengan rancangan utk makan. aku tk mkn lgsung kot ari tu. sampai ja umah, pon antaq msg. dia ckp nk p photoshoot raya. terima kasih. aku pn bergegas p amek reh, then p umah wan. kami nek moto(2 bijik moto) p umah mumia sb pon suh kami nek gan mumia. sampai ja kt umah mumia, pon tnya "awat tk bwk baju melayu?". ok, terima kasih kerana tak abaq sblum kami p umah mumia. haha.

time tu aku, wan gan reh pkai tshirt besa ja. reh lg la, pkai suaq pendek. mmg lari tema raya la. haha. mood down gila time tu. tp tkpa, memba2 pnya pasai, layan ja. raya kn. 2 couple ja yg ada ptg tu(memba aku). mumia gan awek dia, lan gan awek dia. yg len memba2 kecuali awek yg pon bawak tu. anak nizam adha 3 org. haha.

lepas selesai tgkp gmbaq, pon suh aku teman dia antaq keta kt umah abg dia. ok, aku ikut smpai kt kmpung zam(millkaill) kt area2 Gunung Keriang. time dok atas moto tu aku kira nk tidoq ja, mgantuk teruk kot. perut pn lapaq. haha. dh smpai umah abg pon, kami pn berangkat pulang. time atas moto, aku trtidoq beberapa kali. letih cek oiii. then dh antaq pon, aku pn call wan. aku terpaksa cancel niat nk ke besday party pen, sori papa. aku terlalu letih kot. haha. wan suh p umah dia lepak2. aku pn p la umah dia tanpa berkata apa2. smpai ja umah dia, aku online sat. then zam(millkaill) call wan ajak lepak. kami pn kuaq la p lepak kt medan Taman Mahsuri. aku lepak sat ja, smpai pkui 12mlm. letih cek oii, 1 ari tk tidoq. haha. lpas tu aku balik umah. tanpa ckp bnyk, aku tidoq trus. haha. sedaq2 esok tu, dh pkui 3ptg. puaih tidoq. terima kasih aidilfitri.

terima kasih aidilfitri ;

1. raya pertama aku p raya sebuah rumah ja, then balik tidoq.
2. raya kedua aku bgn tidoq pkui 10mlm.
3. raya ketiga pn sama ja gan raya kedua. haha
4. raya ke empat, tak beraya gan sapa2 jgk. rosak plan. duit abeh, terlepas besday party, tk mkn 1 hari. haha
5. raya kali ni paling tk meriah.

p/s ; saya harap raya tahun depan saya mampu mengubah jadual tidur saya n saya harap tahun depan bleh jmpa ding. haha. selamat hari raya ;)

;)

i'm wasting my time
waiting for you to come
but you ain't coming
this heart will never stay calm
i can't even move
i can't even think
it's like a curse
oh god, i forgot
i made a promise
i still hold it tight

i'm happy today
coz i see your smile in your picture
you touch my hand in my dream
i want to hear you laugh once again
i wish i could

this life is like a drama
i wish it could be perfect end
i know its impossible
it's just a dream
it will never be true
it's all because of you

this is the time
i must set my mind free
and i want you to know
i love you no more
this is the last time i write something for you

i say goodbye to you here
because i don't want to see another tears
i'll be gone forever
i'll try not to miss you anymore
i hope you read this letter
i'm sorry, i break the promise
i'm a liar, it's over

*tk igt dh bila aku tulis bnda ni kt dlm phone. rasanya time aku dok kt kl dlu. haha. lama sgguh la aku peram. bleh bt kabat meriam dh rasanya. haha

Thursday, September 1, 2011

time

time is moving slowly
it wont leave us behind
time can't kill my history
it was all my sweetest memories

what about now?
strong heart became broken pieces
what about tomorrow?
i can't predict the future

i wanna go back to the old days
with hope to change the history
it could be reality
who knows?

gunners!

arsene wenger beli player sempena raya ka apa? tak penah tgk dia borong player smpai tara tu. adakah dia sudah membuka matanya? adakah dia menang loteri? mungkin dia menang 4D? mungkin dia frust menonggeng kerana kalah dengan MU 8-2 tempoh hari?

bgslah klu arsene wenger dh mula beli player. semua penyokong The Gunners sedang menantikan "perubahan" yg akan membuatkan mereka senyum kembali(termasuk aku). klu jd taik jgk, nampaknya terpaksa lah penyokong The Gunners menggunakan khidmat sms ON TABAH. hahahaha

Saturday, August 27, 2011

random

Seorang pendengar menelefon penyampai radio

Pendengar: Helo, sy nak buat ucapan
Penyampai: Ye, silakan
Pendengar: Saya nak buat ucapan untuk ayah yg tengah basuh kereta, mak yg tgh memasak, abg yg tengah tengok tv.. dengan ucapan.. TENGAH BUAT APA TU.

Marie Digby - Your Love lyrics ♥




i can never find the words to describe what you do to me
if i did it would sound like a hundred symphonies
the sun would descend from the sky
just to see who stole all his light and glory
you and me don't you see
we could change all of history
when we cry apart and i find your face
it's only you i'm seeing

your love, your love your love, is all that i need
your love your love your love so honey stay right here with me
your touch, your smile, your kiss, your heart is lighting me up
your love your love, is all that i need

i remember walking with you on that april night
i was cold and you knew it so you asked me if i'm alright
then you reached for my hand
held it tightly in yours
and neither of us could say a thing
but the look on your face
to me, it meant everything
i can't help repeating what happened that day over and over

your love, your love your love, is all that i need
your love your love your love so honey stay right here with me
your touch, your smile, your kiss, your heart is lighting me up
your love your love, is all that i need

but something good can't last forever
so hold me tightly cos time don't matter when we we're together

your love, your love your love, is all that i need
your love your love your love so honey stay right here with me
your touch, your smile, your kiss, your heart is lighting me up
your love your love, is all that i need

Thursday, August 25, 2011

random

hari sebelum kejadian

**********************************************************
time tu nk brbuka puasa n aku amek lauk

kakak : amboih, bnyk tu ja hg mkn?(aku amek lauk sikit)
mak : mcm ni dh la dia, senang bela.
kakak : haha

hari kejadian

**********************************************************
time tu aku nk kuaq p bazar

mak : adik, hg tlg beli kt mak tepung talam sat
aku : ok2.
mak : nah duit.
aku : eh sat, tepung talam tu yg bawah ada pulut, atas kaler ijau tu kn?
mak : tu pulut sekaya la. haihh, susah bela hg ni
aku : -.-"


motif ; saya ni susah dibela ka senang dibela? -.-"

Friday, August 19, 2011

jebal

i'm still wondering when you gonna make the first move
i'm tired of bieng alone
i don't care how many time i try to survive
i'll keep waiting
i'll keep fighting

(the game)
this life, it must go on
(make it fast)
i'm not too strong

i'm sick of being alone
i don't want to hide my tears behind this empty smile anymore
let's break the ice, shall we?
i can't do it alone
let's feel the joy togethe
with hope it will be forever

Monday, August 15, 2011

berbuka bersama air mata

tadi dlm sejarah saya menangis ketika berbuka puasa. bukan sebab saya teringat segala "taik" yg jd kt saya. tp tadi saya tgh tgk tv. crita Star King kt OneHD. ada 1 guest lepas "si tekanan".

em, guest tu ialah seorang ibu. anak 2. dia ada penyakit apa tatau. klu tk salah aku dia tk lama dh nk idop. dia susah nk brnafas. dia nk brnafas pn guna bantuan oxygen(guna tiub apa tatau). dia masuk show tu sb dia nk nyanyi lagu kt anak dia. serious sedih.

lpas tu ada 1 part tu pmpn tu ckp dia suka kt Eun Ji Won dari dulu lg. then Eun Ji Won tu nanyi 1 lagu feveret pmpn tu depan2 pmpn tu. time tu sedih gila. em, tu ja kot. mood sedih dh ilang ni. haha

utk pgetahuan anda, Star King yg aku tgk td tu episod 47. aku cari kt youtube tadak, so tkleh nk suh ampa tgk. haha

go!

can't you just go?
why you keep turning back?
you left something here?
i told you to take everything, don't you remember?
get the fuck out of here
i don't want to see your face anymore
you don't belong here
it's over
you're tornado
you blow everything away
promises, trust and happiness
fuck it
i'll go with the flow

alone

i feel alive again
i'm breathing again
no more tears
but nobody here
the sound of rain
accompany me through loneliness night again
im standing still
i don't see enemy in my mirror anymore
it was yesterday
yesterday is over
what about tomorrow?
tomorrow is gone
i'll take everything today

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Typing Maniac



ahhh, new record ;)

Saturday, August 6, 2011

mangsa 2 hahaha



hahaah mangsa abang Lee kali ni ;)

uh

i miss the moment when we fight for stupid thing
you never give up
so am i
but today, everything change
we can't be together
but i want to be with you forever
it's not over
let's find a way
bcoz you make my day
you're the treasure that i've been searching for

Friday, August 5, 2011

random

Justin Bieber : i just need somebody to love.
Eminem : bitch you get no love.

Typing Maniac tips.

try not to miss any words in early level. if your level complete with 100% accuracy, you will get error free bonus. that mean you will get double score(accuracy bonus 5000 + error free bonus 5000 = 10000 score).


this is my score after i finished lvl10(i didn't miss any words since level 1)

the element really useful(Wind, Ice, Fire, Slow). i always use Slow and Ice in the early level(depend). you don't need Wind much when you're at lvl1-20. u just need Slow, Ice and Fire. you MUST keep at least 1 or 2 Wind when you're lvl 15 above, for your safety. if you're good at using the element, you will get the best score.

sorry, my english not so good ;)

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

pretty.



Time is tickin', T-time is tickin' tickin
Time is tickin', T-time is tickin' away!

Nobody knows about the tears that start pouring down your cheeks, pouring without reason,
or about the broken glass raging a storm in your heart..

Because your wound turned into a sickness, your doors into walls,
And your image in the mirror has become the enemy, you're hurt, right?

Everybody turned a blind eye and left you, left you to suffocate,
Making you choose your end (they're so bad aren't they?). You've lost your purpose to live.

With no road back you'd just wander forever
And your breath would give up before your hope.

Wounds (when you cry), scars (though you try)
and tears (say goodbye) pouring out (the time is ticking).

Having wandered through death (I'll save you)

You are the one!

CHORUS
*When I'm walking through darkness-
(When you're captured in the darkness so is my breath.)
You are my savior!
You, who gave me your hand-
(When the world's doors close on you I'll offer you my hand.)*
You are the one! My savior.

Time is tickin', T-

Your hands that set the world on fire, were the blindfolds over their eyes
That star shining in your eye is "suffering" and it is your city.

Are you still sleeping on your dreams? Counting your remaining breaths? Measuring the depth of your tears?
Is your hope a sinking paper boat? You're sad, right?

Do you wake up drenched in sweat? Is your conscience groveling on the ground twitching?
Do you think this is the end? It's ok. Cuz I understand.

I'm a scar on your broken body, I'll even wipe away the tears hidden in your shattered soul.
I'll clasp your hand in mine and believe in you.

Wounds (when you cry), scars (though you try)
and tears (say goodbye) pouring out (the time is ticking).
Having wandered through death (I'll save you)
You are the one!

*Chorus*
You are the one! My savior.

Are you hurt? Are you scarred? Are you stumbling in the dark?
Are you hurt? (Faith) Are you scarred? (Destiny) Are you stumbling in the dark? (Love)

You're still beautiful to me!
You are the one!

*Chorus*

Time is tickin', T-time is tickin' tickin'
Time is tickin', T-time is tickin' away!
My savior!
One!

Monday, August 1, 2011

i am Fast Typer ;)



new record. still "alien". i want "uber alien". grrr!

Sunday, July 31, 2011

tolong la

tolong la jgn berfikiran "moden" sgt. pemikiran ampa tu akan buat org jd tk suka kt ampa. klu nk blagak pandai pn jgn libatkn agama. tolong la. aku tkla baguih. smayang tunggang langgang. tp tkla smpai ke tahap ampa. ok? tolong la.

ampa nk buat apa tu ampa punya suka. tp btpa nk tnjuk kt org? bleh bt bnda lain kot klu nk tarik perhatian org. duhh. suma dh besaq. bleh pikiaq guna otak sama kot nooo.

mls nk tulis pnjg. pndai2 pikiaq la ok? ;)

Saturday, July 30, 2011

selamat

kpada kaki "teneniaw" tu bleh "teneniaw" puaih2 kot mlm ni. jgn dok "teneniaw" dlm bulan posa plak. igt tuhan sama naa. lpas raya bru bleh "teneniaw" balik. hahah. slamat menyambut bulan posa rakan2 ;)

Friday, July 29, 2011

;o

seperti tahun-tahun lepas juga :(

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Typing Maniac!



pukimak, bila aku nk dpt 2m score ni. 1m tk mencukupi. aku nak uber alien. tkmau alien bodo. haha. kawan2, beat me ;)

Monday, July 25, 2011

mangsa



hahahahahah galak tinggai fb lg. mmg lauk la

haha cool ;)

Bruno Mars had a Grenade, and Taio Cruz had Dynamite, so they both threw them at Katy Perry who exploded like a Firework. The bang was so loud that the Black Eyed Peas forgot The Time, while Rihanna had memory loss and ran around saying Whats My Name. Eminem looked around and said Im Not Afraid, then Willow Smith began to Wip Her Hair, which scared The Far East Movement who began to fly like a G6. Nelly then woke up and sighed as he said it was Just A Dream ;)

Saturday, July 23, 2011

sarang

i know it hurts
but i keep step foward
im not afraid to try
im not afraid to cry
this is how i fight
its like taking drugs
oh love, im addicted
yesterday's pain will open my eyes for tomorrow
i'll try not to live in sorrow

i learned few things from the past
(and)this fight
i hope that i'll be bless
this time i'll fight to the death
im not afraid to try
im not afraid to cry
it's all about love.. love.. love..

ho

we're on different ship
i can see the distance
im shouting for your name
can you hear me?

i never give up on you
i know we will landed at the same island
leaving the distance away
i hope you will remember me

through the sleepless night
through the endless day
i keep thinking about you

Friday, July 22, 2011






♥ City Hunter. Park Min Young fighting! haha

Saturday, July 16, 2011

boom

boom!
game over, you lose
i'm standing still
it's me!
you're fucking noob
you can't even win
shut up and get lost
you're loser and you can't sit here
fuck you
i don't give a fucking mercy

boom!
game over, you lose
you're so noob
in your own dream, i believe that you're loser too
haha, you better quit
get a life and move on
stop wasting your time to practice
you can't even win
dumbass
one a noob, forever a noob

strength

stand up!
don't you ever give up
cast your fear away
thats the only wall blocking your way
don't you just sit there and pray
make a move
today is your big day
show your strength

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

yes.

segala bahan penulisan aku kt dlm laptop, punah ranah. hard disk rosak. hahahaha. taik gila. lgpn skarang ni saya kekurangan idea. so, kurang lah post utk bulan ni. saya perlukan banyak masa untuk membaca lirik2 lagu, bru dpt idea.

skarang ni saya ketagih tgk crita City Hunter. Park Min Young comey wehh. saya jatuh cinta ♥

you're the one, you're my savior ♥

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

random

korang igt korang sempoi kew dok kutuk kitew yg dok tulis "jew jew kew kew" niwh? yg korang dok tulis "loike" apa jadah tu tkpew plak kn? kitew pn nk jgk jd sempoi mcm korang. haha

Sunday, June 26, 2011

hihi

saye takleh nk record video tu. hihi, lambat sikit la saye bg kt awak ye. ;)

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

jumpa kt facebook, Bella post. haha

new mission

saya dh benti main Pockie Ninja. so, saya ada masa untuk melepak. misi saya sekarang ialah "Internal Cannon". part last ja tk bleh lagi. damn. harap2 saya bleh memasterkan diri dengan tempo yg betul dalam masa yg terdekat ni. lama dh tk jamming. sangap trok. anuad tadak, trpaksa lah saya main gitar. tak best sebenarnya main gitar ni, nyanyi lagi best. tambah2 lagu "Internal Cannon", alangkah best kalau bleh nyanyi lagu salsa. hahaha

Monday, June 20, 2011

cakarot cakarot



hahaha. lagu paling bodoh pnh aku dgq. bodoh2 lagu ni pn, aku dh download tau. yala. nk bt alarm tone. klu dgq lagu ni time tgh tidoq, komfom kna bgn mengejut. haha

Internal Cannon



setelah beberapa bulan tk layan lagu jerit2 ni, arini saya dgq lagu ni dan saya jatuh cinta. setelah berbulan-bulan saya pencen dari bermain gitar, saya rasa saya nak main gitar balik lah. haha. walaupun saya tk hebat sgt main gitar, saya akan cuba sedaya upaya saya untuk cari lagu ni seperti saya cari lagu thirty and seven dulu. saya tgk tabs sikit time saya cari lagu thirty and seven tu sb saya tk larat nk cari semua. i'm a cheater, so what? hahaha.

lama dh tk p jamming. anuad tadak. dia p kl smpai tk reti nk balik. padog pn dh gemuk la ni sb lama tk bersenam(main drum). besaq bas dh tu. haha.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

abah.

jika kau masih ada, aku pecaya aku takkan jadi mcm sekarang. sudah pasti aku hampir berjaya mengikut jejak langkahmu. sudah 12 tahun kau pergi meninggalkan kami. aku doakan supaya kau bersama dengan golongan orang yang beriman. ;)

i love you abah. selamat hari bapa ♥

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Pockie Ninja jokes

i found this chat at "world chat" s8

A guy : i want Luffy.
B guy : Luffy suck, i want Goku.
C guy : i want One Piece character.
D guy : how to syntesis Sasuke?
E guy : Sasuke suck. i want Pain!
F guy : wtf? if you want pain, go hurt urself man!

-__-"

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Mee Sedap

anda pernah makan Mee Sedap(perisa asli) yg berkuah? ini ceritanya ;

pada pukul 5:23a.m, saya tersangatlah lapar. rasa mcm malas nk keluar membeli makanan(saya di rumah Pon) dan saya pun bercadang untuk membuat Mee Sedap. best rasanya kalau makan Mee Goreng di pagi buta ni kn?

selepas itu, dengan sepantas "naik gerek turun gon" saya pergi memanaskan air. setelah air itu panas, saya pergi ke dapur untuk membasuh mangkuk di dalam sinki. saya mengambil bungkusan Mee Sedap dan membukanya. saya hancurkan Mee itu dan letakkan Mee yg hancur itu ke dalam mangkuk. tanpa berfikir panjang, saya membuka plastik sos, kicap dan juga minyak yg telah disediakan. saya masukkan ketiga-tiga benda itu kedalam Mee saya. selepas itu saya terdiam seketika. baru saya sedar yg saya tidak memasukkan air panas terlebih dahulu di dalam mangkuk. terasa diri saya "mangkuk" seketika. haha. oleh sebab saya lapar dan malas untuk membuka lagi 1 bungkus Mee itu, saya memasukkan air panas ke dalam mangkuk yg mengandungi Mee serta sos, kicap dan minyak. saya buka lagi 2 bungkusan(perencah dan kriuk kriuk asli ♥) dan masukkannya ke dalam mangkuk. tanpa menunggu Mee itu kembang, saya terus "kacau" Mee tersebut sehinggalah segala benda alah yg berada di dalam mangkuk itu sebati. selepas itu, saya pun makan Mee Sedap(berkuah) yg SEDAP itu. hahaha.

*SEDAP. lapaq pnya pasai, trpksa makan. haha

next year ;)

yeah, this song for you

happy birthday happy birthday
to my friend yeah, i don't know what to say
you're 19 now but you look like 15
it's kinda funny yeah, but that's true
this song for you, coz i got not money to buy something for you
but at least i got a present for you
but you know, this is my 1st time doing this stupid stuff
and i know this shit will make you laugh

happy birthday, happy birthday
may god bless you
i hope your wish come true
this is my present for you

happy birthday, happy birthday
i made this song for you
i hope your wish come true
this is all i can do

it's 28 june and it's your birthday
happy birthday, my friend
birthday wishes to you, i send
you look good for your age, i could say
but you look good to me any day
i hope you love this song
i do it with my heart, just for you
i love you, my friend
i hope our friendship last forever
coz we'll never end up as a lover
happy birthday, happy birthday
you know it's hard to write a song, i do it
i don't care what people say, fuck it
i'm just poet before, i change my game today for you
to cheer you up, like i did to you everyday
this is special day, it's your birthday, it's not everyday
i hope you jumping all the way for every wish and present that you get

once a year i get the chance
to wish you birthday cheer
it pleases me no end to say
i wish you another great year
so happy birthday to you, my friend
from the bottom of my heart
and may your good times multiply
so this is the time for me to say goodbye
if there's no next year for me
that mean this is the first and last gift to you, from Lee


may this birthday be your best birthday ever
full of light and happiness
a fireworks explosion of joy
may this birthday live in your memory forever
creating happiness and satisfaction
whenever you remember it
happy birthday

Outsider - Like a man romanji lyrics




go tong seul peum jeol mang kka ji do mo du ne ge ro da jul ge
gi ppeum haeng bog hui mang kka ji do mo du ne ge ro da jul ge
go tong seul peum jeol mang kka ji do mo du ne ge ro da jul ge
gi ppeum haeng bog hui mang kka ji do mo du ne ge ro da jul ge

Why Why!
tteo na gat ni
Bye Bye!
nae gyeot e seo
Liar Liar!
nam ja dap ge ju meog eur kkwag
Baby don't cry!

nae sog e seo gye sok hae seo bul ta o reu neun gam jeong eur ae sseo cham eu ryeo haess eo mae seo un i byeor e mat seo bo ryeo go haess eo dwaess eo

Why Why!
tteo na gat ni
Bye Bye!
nae gyeot e seo
Liar Liar!
nam ja dap ge ju meog eur kkwag
Baby don't cry!

nae sog e seo gye sok hae seo bul ta o reu neun gam jeong eur ae sseo cham eu ryeo haess eo mae seo un i byeor e mat seo bo ryeo go haess eo dwaess eo

sa rang ha ni kka nar tteo na bo naen da neun neor geu jeo meong ha ni ba ra bor ppun neor
sa rang ha ni kka neo reur bo nae dal lan mar e geu jeo ga man hi kkeu deog ir ppun nam ja dap ge dor a seo neun na reur
wan jeon ha ge tteo na beo rin geo ni
Why Why Miss. Liar!
jjit gi go jjit gyeo jin nae mam eun nar du go tteo na gan i bam eur yeong won hi won mang ha go
teo jir geos gat eun sim jang eun a jik do neor gal mang ha go
seul peum eun nam a na jir anh go nun mul man neom chyeo nat ji ma ji
mag in sa tta wi neun yeong won hi bit sog eu ro Bye Bye !

Why Why!
tteo na gat ni
Bye Bye!
nae gyeot e seo
Liar Liar!
nam ja dap ge ju meog eur kkwag
Baby don't cry!

nun mur eur gam chu go mal haess eo su
cheon beon eur mam eu ro ba raess eo
bam sae do rog ae ga ta do tteo na gat da go mar eops i hwa naess eo

na reur du go tteo na ga neun dwit mo seub i a jik
do nun ap e seon han de dae dap hae Why!
ju meog eur kkwag Baby don't cry!
no eur eur bo myeon seo neo reur geu ri ne
slide to the sky nae mom eun nang tteo reo ji ro chu rag
kkeut eops i mi kkeu reo ji neun sa
i nan i mi neo reur ji woss eo nae mam e
nae an e sum swi neun geu nyeo reur oe myeon hae wae geu rae i je neun je bar jom geu man hae go
tong seul peum jeol mang kka ji do mo du da ne ge ro da jul ge
nae mog eur jo i neun geu nyeo wa dae myeon hae gwaen chanh a i je neun dang dang hi maj i hae gi ppeum haeng bog hui mang kka ji do mo du da ne ge ro da jul ge gi ppeum haeng bog hui mang kka ji do mo du da ne ge ro da jul ge

(You Mr.Liar You liar You liar)
nun mur eur gam chu go mal haess eo su
cheon beon eur mam eu ro ba raess eo
bam sae do rog ae ga ta do tteo na gat da go mar eops i hwa naess eo
(You Mr.Liar You liar You liar)
nun mur eur gam chu go mal haess eo su
cheon beon eur mam eu ro ba raess eo
bam sae do rog ae ga ta do tteo na gat da go mar eops i hwa naess eo

won han geos tta wi neun eops eot ji
tu jeong bu ri ji do anh at ji
sseu rin nae mam eur um kyeo jwi go
po gi hae beo ri go do sip eot ji
won han geos tta wi neun eops eot ji
tu jeong bu ri ji do anh at ji
sseu rin nae mam eur um kyeo jwi go
po gi hae beo ri go do sip eot ji

Why Why!
Bye Bye!
Liar Liar!

nun mur eur gam chu go mal haess eo su cheon beon eur mam eu ro ba raess eo bam sae do rog ae ga ta do tteo na gat da go mar eops i hwa naess eo

Why Why!
tteo na gat ni
Bye Bye!
nae gyeot e seo
Liar Liar!
nam ja dap ge ju meog eur kkwag
Baby don't cry!

nun mur eur gam chu go mal haess eo su
cheon beon eur mam eu ro ba raess eo
bam sae do rog ae ga ta do tteo na gat da go mar eops i hwa naess eo

*i copy the lyrics from http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/25916/outsider/like-a-man.html and i found out the lyrics is too hard to read so i decide to edit the lyrics. Outsider FTW!

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

found it!



wee, i'll use this beat to make a rap song for a friend. now i'm kinda busy writing the lyrics. haha.

Monday, June 6, 2011

Lil Lee

i knew that we can't be like this forever
i knew that you can't be mine
if you go away, please don't you ever throw me out of your mind
keep smiling, girl
eventhough i'm not around
you're special, girl
i willing to be stupid for you
i'll do anything for you
i love you, girl
you think i give up before?
no! i got plan B
but i didn't move my feet
i knew you will never love me
it's okay, i'll wait
before you go, would you turn and say "i'll remember you"

i wish we could be together
but it's impossible to do so
it's okay, i understand
i'll wait, i'll wait
when you go away, don't you forget to smile
your smile can cure the world
your smile makes you special
but that's not why i love you


*tk abeh, mls nk pikiaq dh. nk tidoq. tata

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Marie ♥



Since when do you come around?
And the temperatures change, nothing's the same
Left me, in yesterday
You don't see me that way, touch me that way, no more
When d'you get so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standin' at the bottom of this mountain that we made (mountain that we've made)
And the ground is shakin' from all of our mistakes (all of our mistakes)
But there's no wall, nothing but us is in our way
It's a matter of time, We can rewind

If only you knew, what my heart goes through for you
I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)

We see what's up ahead, Why do we stay? Watchin' us fadin'
Trapped in, by regret
There's no way out, and there's no way in, no
And it's so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standin' at the bottom of this mountain that we made (mountain that we've made)
And the ground is shakin', from all of our mistakes (all of our mistakes)
But there's no one, nothing but us is in our way
It's a matter of time, We can rewind

If only you knew, What my heart goes through for you
I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)

The bond is breaking, and it's taking over, my spirit (quickly, quickly)
Something's shifted, have we drifted too far apart now?

If only you knew, What my heart goes through for you
I'm tryna break through, Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)
Avalanche

Saturday, June 4, 2011

i knew that we can't be like this forever
i knew that you can't be mine
if you go away, please don't you ever throw me out of your mind
keep smiling, girl
eventhough i'm not around
you're special, girl
i willing to be stupid for you
i'll do anything for you
i love you, girl
you think i give up before?
no! i got plan B
i never move my feet
you will never love me

but hey, i'll miss you
who can i talk to?
you're my bestfriend
i hope it will last forever ♥

eh

hey girl,

seriously, i miss you. its been almost 3 years and yes, i never forget you. last year i stayed in KL. 4 month with hope to meet you somewhere. sound funny right? but yes, its true. since you change your phone number, i have no idea how to keep in touch with you. maybe as a friend? haha. almost everyday i open your facebook profile. damnit, its private. i just can see your profile picture. but i'm okay with that. eh, that mean i'm a stalker? sorry :P

i have no idea why you send me that message. emm, ignore that "thanks" for a while. i was totally surprise that night. and and and, i was smiling too. haha. i'm not hoping much. all i want is we can talk to each other like we did before. i'm sorry for everything. i really mean this. i miss you.

Friday, June 3, 2011

kajian yg dibuat oleh Prof Lee

hidup boleh diibaratkan seperti bermain layang-layang
jika kita senang, anggaplah seperti angin kuat yg sedang menerbangkan layang-layang itu
jika kita susah, anggaplah seperti tiada tiupan angin
tak semestinya layang-layang itu tidak akan terbang
kita perlu berusaha, lari.

hidup juga boleh diibaratkan seperti lampu isyarat(sound funny rite?)
kita mahu lampu hijau tapi lampu merah yg menyala
bukan selamanya merah, bukan selamanya hijau
kita perlu menunggu, kesabaran itu penting kan?

*setakat ini sajalah kajian Prof Lee.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

old video



tajuk video tu aku boh nama "Lily". why "Lily"? kalau Lee disebut 2 kali akan jadi "Lily". hahaha. kan comel cmtu :P

ni video lama, time tu bru blajaq main gitar. skarang? skarang dh tk main gitar. pencen dh. skarang saya main game 24/7. lol, mcm nama group M-Pop la plak hahaha.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

percubaan ketiga

kau beri ku harapan
kau juga beri ku impian
ternyata semuanya adalah mimpi
teman fantasi setiap hari ku
hati menjadi beku
semua itu tidak akan berlaku
kau kejar harta
kau buang bahagia
itu semua mainan dunia
racun dan bisa
tiba-tiba kau menjadi buta
bukalah mata
kau semakin dewasa
jika harta buat kau bahagia
aku akan berusaha untuk berjaya
tapi kau jangan lupa
aku disini menanti selamanya

*mcm cipek ja kali ni aku tulis. dem, tadak kemajuan. btw, nk berenti post bt sementara waktu. skarang tgh final. nk focus study. hahahhahahahahahahahahahhaha(bkn nk perli, tp aku btoi2 nk study. final exam beb, bkn ujian bulanan) hahahaha

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

strength

i don't feel like i deserve another day
i don't have the strength anymore
i'm afraid of people
i'm afraid to love

when i think about love
tears running down my cheek
why can i be this weak?
this pain, so sick

*tk abeh. mls nk pikiaq haha

Monday, May 30, 2011

JB.

1. watch this video.
2. listen to the original song.
3. if you're good enough to rap fast, you can hate him :)

mengira dan berkira

Dear pig,

disebalik senyuman itu tersirat seribu erti. tk semestinya org yg kita jumpak tiap2 ari tu bleh tlg kita time kita susah. kan? dulu di sekolah, dia belajar mengira. skarang dia dan pandai, dia berkira pula. haha

fuck. aku tk pnh berkira gan hg kot. tk sgka plak hg bt cmni. dasar perut hijau ni tkleh nk kata pa dh la kn. tp tkpa, tk lama dh. sabaq sat ja lee. ni, klu hg nk tau, aku ni pendendam orgnya. apa yg hg bt aku ni, aku igt smpai mati. tlg jgn bg aku nmpk hg susah ja, mmg aku gelak puaih2 la. noh. fuck!

with love,
LEE ♥

Sunday, May 29, 2011

memories



saya ada sahabat, hampir sama dgn mamat ni. dia ditinggalkan oleh gf dia dulu. bagaimana sahabat saya menempuhi hidupnya? dia sentiasa gembira menempuhi hari-harinya. senyum, ketawa setiap hari. itu hanyalah luaran. dlm hati tuhan saja yg tau :)

Saturday, May 28, 2011

percubaan kedua

aku mencari erti kehidupan ini
setiap hari aku mengkaji, diriku diuji
aku berani, aku tabah
aku juga disakiti, penderitaanku tidak dipeduli
aku meronta, kecewa, tiada lagi gembira
semua hanyalah duka, berlinangan airmata memadam cahaya
aku menjadi buta, apa itu gembira?

bukan begini yg aku mahukan
semua kesilapan tidak dimaafkan
hanya tersimpan perasaan dendam
bagai api dalam sekam
aku mencari cinta, semua hanyalah dusta
semua mainan dunia, semua memandang harta
aku tidak layak untuk mencuba

adakah aku selamanya begini?
aku tidak meminta simpati, ini semua luahan isi hati

*tk abeh. haha

Friday, May 27, 2011

;)



first you say you won't,
then you say you will,
you keep me hanging on,
and we're not moving on.

i'm standing still. you? :)

Thursday, May 26, 2011

damn!

td kuaq p karaoke gan Lan n Pon. kuaq umah pkui 9 lebih. pstu smpai umah Lan pkui 9.30. pstu trus p C-Mart. smangat nk rap lagu Too Phat - Alhamdulillah. smpai kami di atas, kaunter tutup. damn. sangap karaoke pnya pasai, kami p Aneka lah, karaoke kt sana. tk bnyk pilihan lagu. kami nyanyi sorang 1 lagu ja. aku nyanyi lagu Westlife - I lay my love on you. seperti biasa, key lari. hahaha. Pon nyanyi lagu Aerosmith - I don't wanna miss a thing. dem, tktau plak lagu tu ada. tp lawak gila Pon nyanyi. rosak lagu woo hahaha. tk larat gelak td. Lan nyanyi lagu Marc Anthony - My baby you. part awai sedap dh. tp part kena tarik tu, rosak. hahaha. tp apa2pn, sronok jgk la. haha. lpas abeh karaoke, otw nk p Yasmeen, jmpa Atip gan Arip. depa dok bt natang pa tatau kt kdai donat tu. dok sembang2 sat, pstu kami p uptown kt loqstaq. lenguh kaki bjalan gan depa. dhla panas smacam ja td. aku plak pkai baju kemeja kain guni(bak kata long) haha. brpeluh abeh. lpas tu balik jitra, lepak Yasmeen. time kami smpai tu, Olen, Paed, Sapit, Aiman, Khairy dok ada dh. mmg meriah la td. tp mcm bosan ja, tadak sembang sgt. kami dok layan crita lawyer. haha. crita tu tk syok pn, part last ja syok time org lumba kuda. tp syg, tktau mng ka dak kuda yg laki tu bet hahaha. lpas tu dok melawak kes wrestling, tgk2 mamak tu bukak wrestling sungguh. hahaha. lawak jgk wrestling td tu. ada drama jgk sikit2. tk larat gelak. hahaha. lpas abeh lepak, Atip antaq kami kt GG Leet Cafe sb moto tinggai kt situ. aku msuk dlm amek helmet, Wong ckp Pockie Ninja nk bwk kuaq server baru pkui 8pg ni. haha. mmg tk jalan keja plak la aku seminggu. exam apa exam, mampuih p. mlm sblm exam baru study la jwbnya. pulun main game dlu. hahaha. la ni dh pkui 6pg. lg 2 jam server baru nk kuaq. tk sabaq. wowowowoow :P

btw, tahniah saya ucapkan kepada rakan2 yg dapat result elok. tahniah juga kpada awek Lan yg dpt 4 flat. emm, tu ja kot. mls tulis pnjg2. nk layan katun sat. tata ♥

Monday, May 23, 2011

percubaan pertama

aku berdiri bukan di alam fantasi
hampir setiap hari aku menghadapi hari yg sunyi
jiwaku terluka tiada yang menyedarinya
aku mahu mengubah arah, takut tersalah langkah
hati yg duka, orang sangka ku gembira
gelak tawaku tiada bau derita, di hati bagai ombak bergelora
aku tidak mahu begini, tapi aku harus menghadapi
impian berlari pergi, aku hanya bersendiri
aku ingin bahagia, gembira seperti insan yg lain juga
tapi tidak ku sangka, semua itu jauh dari pandangan mata
hidup bagai drama, entah bila saat akhirnya
aku menunggu, terpaku, fikiran bercelaru
luka lama masih berbau,
aku hanya membisu
aku mahu erti bahagia, sampai bila perlu ku tunggu?


aku mahu bangun, aku mahu berlari
mengatur langkah untuk bahagiakan diri
aku mahu diri ini dihargai, cuma untuk sekali
itu hanyalah harapan
aku tidak mampu mengubah takdir, hanya redha sehingga saat akhir



*percubaan pertama bt penulisan bhasa melayu. failed. haha

Thursday, May 19, 2011

saya

sejak kebelakangan ni saya mcm mls nk chatting gan org. tktau psaipa. saya bnyk menghabiskn masa hanya untuk bermain game. sori kawan2, bkn saya blagak. tp mcm tadak mood nk chat.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

warrr

together we raise the sword
with a mission to be complete
thousands of enemy to beat
either you or i will take the lead

this land will be the * of this war
this war story, will be tomorrow's history

too much corpse to count there
this war is like nightmare
warriors die everywhere

(tk abeh)
p/s; * tu aku tktau nk boh ayat apa yg sesuai waahahah

lovelove

when i think about you, about us
i smile
everything i hate about you
it's all true
but trust me girl, i love you

i know that we can't go back to the old days
there's nothing between us
but i'm hoping much
this heart will stay broken
bcos i'll never found another you

this life is a mess
nobody realize that
this life will never tell
i understand all of em
keys to success
i lost em all, same as i lost you

*tk abeh wakaka

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

dunia

ni, jgn dok bajet hebat sgt nahh. bnyk kali dh aku dok perati, dok camtu jgk. tadak perubahan lgsung. hg dh besaq kot wei, jgn dok bt prangai budak2 sgt. org tk kacau hg, hg dok kacau org. pstu bila org kacau hg, mula la dok hingaq. jgn dok igt hg tu perfect sgt. jgn igt hg org "senang", hg perfect.

aku pn dok kutuk org jgk, tp tk smpai tahap hg lg la. hg dh smpai tahap "imba" dh ni. tadak ubat dh. hahaha. msti hg rasa bangga kn org dok sapot hg sepanjang masa. hg bkn "attacker" wei. hg "mid game hero" ja. klu smpai "late game", hg bkn watak utama dh. hg kna igt tu.

*tk abeh lg ni. aku nk kuaq p men futsal sat. stgi aku balik, aku sambung len hahaha

sambungan~

fuh, letih main futsal. jantung mcm nk luruh. haha. ni, hg dok pandang rendah kt org. bajet mcm hg tu "tinggi" sgt. syok la hg, tadak org dok tegoq hg kn? naik pala la noo. aku nk tegoq pn malas, nnt ckp aku sibuk plak. tkpa la, tara nk besaq kn? cmtu la. hahaha. jgn dok bt prangai beruk sgt, tk smua org suka. mybe hg akan ckp "yg tk suka tu mmpoih p kt depa la". ya, btoi. tp hg kna igt, idop ni bkn utk cari musuh ok? tk salah pn klu hg tk suka cara org tu tp hg diam ja? hg tulis kt tpt yg tk public sgt ka? kn lg baik (contoh ; blog). tp aku rasa klu hg ada blog, tobat hg dok jaja kt org suh follow kn? HAHAHHA. cmna pn org akan tau jgk kepulunan hg tu HAHAHAH. isk, syok plak dok mgata kt hg, rasa mcm nek gerek turun gon ja. syok kot. haha. sblum2 ni aku terima lg la hg dok kutuk org, sb tadak kna mgena gan aku/kawan2 aku. tp la ni hg dh melebih. klu tk suka tu, tkyah la dok sindir2. bodo. hg tu "up" sgt ka smpai nk sindir2 org ni? bodo mkn taik!

em, malaih dh nk tulis pnjg2. ckup stakat ni dh la noo. hahahah. rasa sbsalah pn ada kutuk org ni. hahaha. tp tkpa, raya ni dan la mntk maaf kn?

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Black Jack ♥

roses are your favourite
i bought it everyday
its been 15 years
i bought roses everyday
with hope to..

hear your voice again
sing me a song
tell me story
i love you

please open your eyes
i'm the only one who wait for you
i'll save you, only you
i'll do anything
i'm willing to..

hear your voice again
sing me a song
tell me story
i love you

*tk abeh ni. mls nk smbung. tk larat nk pikiaq. haha

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Lee Juk - It's fortunate lyrics



geudaereul mannago
geudaeui meoritgyeoreul manjil suga isseoseo
geudaereul mannago
geudaewa majubomyeo sumeul swil su isseoseo
geudaereul angoseo
himi deulmyeon nunmul heullil suga isseoseo
dahaengida
geudaeraneun areumdaun sesangi yeogi isseojwoseo

geochin baram sogedo
jeojeun jibung mitedo
hollo naepaenggaechyeojyeo itji antaneunge
jichin harusariwa
godoen saranamgiga
haengyeo muuimihan iri aniraneun ge
eonjena naui gyeoteul jikyeojudeon
geudaeraneun nollaun saram ttaemuniraneun geol

geudaereul mannago
geudaewa nanwomeogeul babeul jieul su isseoseo
geudaereul mannago
geudaeui jeorin soneul jaba jul su isseoseo
geudaereul angoseo
doeji annneun wirorado hal su isseoseo
dahaengida
geudaeraneun areumdaun sesangi yeogi isseojwoseo

geochin baram sogedo
jeojeun jibungmitedo
hollo naepaenggaechyeojyeo itji antaneun ge
jichin haru sariwa
godoen saranamgiga
haengyeo muuimihan iri aniraneun ge
eonjena naui gyeoteul jikyeojudeon
geudaeraneun nollaun saram ttaemuniran geol

geudaereul mannago
geudaeui meoritgyeoreul manjil suga isseoseo

Friday, May 6, 2011

heh

since the day we broke up
i feels like this world is so mean
i know you know what i mean
i'm alone in everything
every breathe that i take
every hope that i create
i feel so alone
you know nothing about me
you know nothing!

i hate you
i'm afraid to die
i love you
please tell me lie
i miss you
why can't i smile?

nobody knows me i'm cold
walk down this road all alone
i try to grab the rainbow
but it's too high to do so
i fell plenty of times
this wound can be the proof

*seperti biasa, salah eja harap maaf. saya noob

Thursday, May 5, 2011

talk

i wish i could talk
if i do, would you listen to me?
look into my eyes
i'll show you magic

talk talk talk
i wish i could talk
i'll tell you what to do
but my wish never come true

speak speak speak
you don't want to speak to me
you're hitting me
why you did that, baby?

no mor song for me
you're now busy
i'm no longer part of your family
you left me

why why why
i scream loudly
you'll never understand
the answer will never be shown

*past tense present tense teruk hahah

win

you know that you might fail
you quickly find exit sign
you not even try
it's okay, i'm stayin'

the treasure stay untouched
i'll take this one
i'll take this wound
yeah, no pain no gain

you got no brain
you'll never get a chance
this time you'll regret
thats what you'll get

words of excuses
success? hell no!
again? no more!
you'll failed again motherfucker.

*saya tk reti bab past tense present tense. heh

Sunday, May 1, 2011

LOL

mls nk update blog. bnyk dh "entry" yg siap ditulis. tp mcm mls nk post. haha. la ni ketagih main Pockie Ninja, satu keja pn tk jalan. semak

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

love like this?

month by month, day by day passed
there's nothing left
only me, alone in this room
i lock myself
i close my eyes
think about love that's fades away

i still remember when you told me that we can't be together
i don't understand, why?
blade-like words that cuts through my heart
i'm speechless, no emotion
my mind flying in the air
from now on, i'm no longer human
souls beaten, heart broken, pride falling, love... nothing

i'm alone in this room
days and night
i close my eyes
cover my ears
cry with tears
i don't know what to do
i'm lost

*klu ada salah eja, harap maaf. saya tk educated :)

life

when you don't know the value of life
don't be so cocky
life is not a joke
it spin, like earth
top seat belong to anyone
someday, you would be at the bottom
it could be this monday
are you ready?

*salah eja, harap maaf. saya tk educated :)

loner

i don't know what to do
i'm afraid of being alone
i'm afraid of love
i'm afraid of bieng forgotten
it's like breathing underwater
i'm suffering alone
this wound is getting worst
it's not easy to forgive
it's not easy to forget
i'm afraid of love
the pain of hope
this throat will choke
i'm a loner
this heart is burning
in flames
burn to ashes
this heart will never melt

*tk abeh haha

history

do you hear me?
i'm screaming here, calling you
distance rising
this voice will never reach you
this ground will collapse
just like romans fall
thats how the story ends
story become history
i feel no pain
my souls are dead
i start to realize when this mirror won't show the image
shadows are gone
i am history

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

beautiful ;)




best gila movie ni. tk sia2 masa aku tgk movie ni ow. haha. seingat aku, movie 1st ada 2 kali ja kot part sedih yg bleh mengalirkn air mata. cewah. movie 2nd, ada bnyk smpai tk terkira ow. movie lama? mmg pn. tp nk bt cmna, dh aku tk tgk lg. haha. syok wei movie ni. it's all about friendship :)

Monday, April 11, 2011

Outsider ♥





anda kenal dgn mamat ini? tobat tk knai. dia tk femes. haha. lirik lagu dia mmg A+ lah. teringin utk menulis mcm dia n lagi 1, aku teringin nk hafal lagu rap si Outsider ni. klu dh bleh hafal, aku bt cover. haha :)

Sunday, April 10, 2011

HoN tournament at OMG! ♥



terima kasih bnyk2 diucapkan kpada Ah Mun. haha. kami masuk tournament tu cemey, dpt 600 utk tempat kedua. tk sangka plak kami bleh masuk final kn? hebat jgk la kami ni :P

aku, botak, wong, madet dan ah bee form 1 team nama N1. ah bee pnya pukulan la ni. haha. team kami cincai ja tu. aku, botak gan wong ja yg tetap. madet gan ah bee tu kami amek sb terpaksa, tadak org. yala, captain kami sedang asyik bercinta. taik btoi. haha. hg becinta tk dpt duit wei. kami men game dpt duit. hahaha

600 tu dibahagi 5 dan kami dapat tali apa tatau yg garena pnya. kira ok la. dapat jgk penghargaan. haha. la ni tgh bersemangat untuk praktis HoN lagi. klu tk salah aku, nnt garena nk sponsor tournament HoN kt cc OMG! tu lagi skali. woah, tobat bnyk team yg masuk. harap2 bnyk team cap ayam masuk. bru bleh kemaih cendoi, tapau trok2. bru rmai penyokong dok blakang tgk kami main. hahaha


*gmbaq buruk, saya tadak kamera mahai. haha

Oh! My School

smlm aku tgk Oh! My School episod 12. tajuk episod tu "Family day". pergh, part Lee Hong Ki pnya mak crita pasai dia time skolah dlu, sedih gila kot. wlupn aku kt cc, kuaq ayaq mata jgk aa. tp cover lah. hahaha. ampa kna tgk wei. kt youtube pn ada :P

Friday, April 8, 2011

weee besday boy

happy birthday to Lee ;)

sudah genap 81 tahun beliau hidup di dunia ini. sudah tua tetap masih lagi maintain muda. cewah.

wlupn besday aku tk disambut oleh sesiapa, aku brterima kasih la kt sapa2 yg wish tu. thanks naaa. tk smpai 10 org pn wish. haha. tragis btoi. klu aku tk deactivate fb aku, tobat bnyk besday wish yg aku dpt kn? lebih dari 100 paa. en en en? hahah.

aku lepak cc ja sepanjang mlm. lepak bagaikan tadak apa yg berlaku, bt muka comey smbey men HoN. haha. mau dak, takut mkn tepung + teloq. men HoN, 3 game ja mng. cipek btoi. sey trok. tp tkpa, psr maintain 17xx. haha. tktau taun bila nk nek 18xx.

Pakran ada tegoq aku kt cc, dia ckp "aii Lee, bersih elok ja". aku renyih smbil bt muka comey ja. haha. galak bunyi bnyk, lingkop. haha. Pakran tau besday aku pn sb Pon call dia. Pon plan nk prank aku. pui, tadak hari la de. haha

dgq kata tournament HoN ari ahad ni. duhh, klu ari ahad ni, mmg tk p klas plak la aku. dem. tp tkpa, duit pnya pasai. aku sapot pnya. haha HoN FTW!

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

notes

you fight for justice
but you sit on devil's chair
you're the evil
where's the law?
you're no longer human
you act like a reaper, more than that
now you're murderer
you're serial killer
no mercy, no law
dead body on the floor
it was you
it was covered perfectly
you cleared all the evidences
you sacrificed everything
love? thrown away
life? wasted everyday

*tk abeh. hahaha

"patience won't mend the broken"

- Misery Signals

this heart,

this life is a battle but i will never give in
you try to bring me down
but i will stand strong, armed with hope
this mind free of your constraints
never to think like you
destroying all in your path
i can't live like that, i never will
this heart will never die
this mind you can't fuckin' buy
growing stronger, never give in
this life is a struggle
you try your best, never good enough
for them the faceless
dragging you down every fucking day
conform or pay the price
but i will never give in
not like that you won't, tear me down
this heart will never die.

Wednesday, April 06, 2011

hari ini, 2 hari sebelum besday saya. seperti yang dirancang, saya akan meng-deactivate account facebook saya atas sebab-sebab tertentu :-

1. tekanan perasaan. *haha
2. mengelakkan diri daripada dibaling telur dan tepung.
3. nak tgk sapa yg igt besday saya tanpa reminder di facebook.
4. nak focus study. *maybe
5. bosan.
6. ingin mengelakkan pembaziran.

tktau lah sampai bila, tk brani nk komfom. haha. goodbye dear friends :)

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Oh! My School



whoa, Minho ni rambo kot. mmg respek dia ah. hahaha.

game

i met you at the mall
my heart melt when i saw u standing next to the wall
my heart beating faster when i see you smile
i feel like "wow, an angel at the mall"
no wings, but you're magic

it's not about you, it's yours
you're so good, everything
we won the game, the war
i used laser gun and you used heavy shield
we own the war
countless country-style

thats what we called love
we went through hard time together

*saya mengarut ja ni. wahahah

Monday, April 4, 2011

fell in love with Pattaya ♥

midnight party
everyday christmas
lets drink and dance
this night are so special
thats why we're here
drink and dance
let's dance till morning

wave your hand in the air
show me what you got
yeah, you're fuckin' hot
dance like crazy
drink like it's all for free

hell yeah, the girls jumping
boobs bouncing
fingers lickin'
ass kickin'
tonight is the night
getting drunk and dance with the light

*ah, tk abeh.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Aroma.


apabila ku terjaga, nyata ku kecewa..
fantasi.. hanya mimpi..
bagaikan aroma yang terbang menghilang..
bila ditiup angin laju..

*balaih lirik sikit noo H8. smoga berjaya di masa hadapan ;)

sweet ♥

you're umbrella that cover me from rains
you're the heat that makes my frozen heart melt
you're the sun that shine my day
you're sweetdream that appear in my sleep

now you're gone
your smile that makes my day, gone away
i'm wondering why, it tooks me for a while
i love you, i miss you
where are you?
do you think of me when you look at the stars?

*tadak idea :P

boooring

stop lying to yourself
you'r hurting me again
can't you turn around and face m?
i'm here, gasping for air

don't walk away
i'm dying here
fuck you!
i'll drag you too

the blue sky is crying upon us
you break me
fuck you
i'll hurt you too

*ini mengarut saja. haha

Saturday, April 2, 2011

facebook.

this 6th of april, i'll deactivate my facebook account. mcm dh tadak motif ja aku online la ni. haha. goodbye dear friends ;)

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Oh! My school.



terbaik weh. tk larat gelak aku tgk show ni. hahaha.

April fool !

woah. dh 1 april ni. besday aku pn dh dkt. rakan2 sekalian, sila siap sedia hadiah ya. tkmau tepung dan telur ok? saya tk suka dgn keadaan belemoih ni. tp bila sampainya besday saya, saya akan menghindarkan diri dari segala ancaman. haha.

ok, stop ckp ttg besday aku. skng aku nk ckp ttg April Fool yg tkkan aku lupa. kejadian ini berlaku bertahun-tahun lepas. masih segar di ingatan. fresh bagaikan sayur sayuran dan buah buahan di tesco kot. haha. mungkin April Fool itu adalah yg terakhir sbb aku tk sggup tgk org risau. haha. yala, aku ni kn suka berkorban demi org lain. sanggup jaga hati org, hati sendiri sakit tk terkira ni. pergh, mmg true supporter la aku. sapot pnya sapot pnya. haha

btw, skng ni Long n Reh balik dari KL. minggu depan plak aku cuti. mmg best la. siang lepak, malam main HoN smpai cerah. yeah, tournament dh dekat ni. tak sabar rasanya nk masuk tournament HoN buat kali pertama. ya, tournament kecik ja. tp excited kot. bkn excited apa, aku excited tgk duit ja. haha. nk p songkran kt Danok. wowowowo. 1st time nk merasa pesta air tp harap2 tadak bnda yg tk disenangi berlaku lah. bkn nk bt jahat apa pn, nk p men ayaq n lepak bersama rakan rakan sahaja.

bercakap tentang rakan, saya syg rakan rakan saya tau. takmau buat taik kt rakan rakan saya naaaa. saya tk suka. kepada sesiapa yg berniat untuk mentaikkan rakan saya tu, tolong berundur. saya supporter cun pnya ni. aku stun kalut2 bru ampa tau. haha

takat ni ja kot, mls nk tulis pnjg2. bkn ada org nk baca. haha. Miss April Fool, i miss you. tktau la hg idop ka mati, tp seriously aku rindu hg bdk pelaq oiiii. haha.

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

uuu huu uu

did u remember the moment when
i apologize when you making mistakes
you don't realize, you think its fake?
i put aside all my pride
make you smile eventhough its hard
thats what i planted in my heart

loving you is like flying
fly with birds and sings with them
i know this love isn't forever
i start to realize when i fell down
the wings, you left the broken pieces
i treated you like princess
but you're so fucking heartless

*tk abeh juga. haha

Sunday, March 27, 2011

idea from Eminem ♥

when i look at the start
everything was right
the light was so bright
i can't see a thing and you completely changed
i lose the fight, i'm fucking down
you broke my heart into two
i kept one and i throw it at you
true love turn to evol(evil)
spell it backwards and that is you
i cried whole night and you won't coming back
i pretended to smile but it just for a while
your promises are just lie
i like the way that you lie
i believe it, thats enough to make me cry
don't you feel a thing?
this love story remain in this mind
and this fucking brain will never forget
i love you but i hate you too
if our love is like a tree, it was dead
you chopped down the tree
the leaves falling and nobody catch it

you leave me and now
i live in this world alone
im like a bloodseeker, seeking for blood
no! im seeking for love, not you
fuck with all your drama
go fuck yourself motherfucka'



*tk abeh

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Teen Hound(HoN)


wah, Night Hound kesayangan aku ada avatar lah. minggu depan nk beli lah. 20ringgit lebih pn tkpa. jd Teen Hound plak. uuu huu uuh huuuu ♥ karan truih.

skarang HoN dh menjadi kegilaan aku(seperti dulu). yala, tournament dh nk dekat. harap2 menang la tournament ni. dpt duit, bleh p Danok. haha. lama dh tk p :P

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

confuse.

ternyata kau bagaikan subjek matematik tambahan di sekolah ya. susah sangat untuk difahami. haha.

Monday, March 21, 2011

she

hey, remember me?
smile, if you do,
i'm not lying,
i miss you,

i almost give up on you,
but it's all my fault,
jealousy controlling me,
i'm into you,

you're so mystery,
your mind is like puzzle,
you're not easy to understand,
yeah, it's like an adventure,

*antam tulis ja ni. haha

Myspace ♥



rindu myspace wehh. haha

Lil Johnny

One day the teacher decides to play an animal game. She holds up a picture of a giraffe and asks if anyone knows what it is.
No hands are raised, so the teacher says, "See it's long neck? What animal has a long neck like this?"
Sally holds up her hand and says it's a giraffe. "Very good Sally," the teacher replies.
Next, the teacher holds up a picture of a zebra. Again, no hands are raised, so the teacher says, "See the stripes on this animal? What animal has stripes like this?"
Billy holds up his hand and says it's a zebra. "Very good Billy," the teacher replies.
Next, the teacher holds up a picture of a deer. Again, no hands are raised, so the teacher says, "See the big antlers on this animal? What animal has horns like this?"
Still no one guesses.
"Let me give you another hint,"says the teacher. "It's something your mother calls your father."
Little Johnny shouts out, "I know what it is — it's a horny bastard."

Sunday, March 20, 2011

flying without wing.

4:53a.m, siti nurhaliza sedang menyanyikan lagu "Aku Cinta Padamu" ditepi telingaku. haha. aku bangun, tengok phone dan aku senyum sorang2. haha. org ckp senyum itu sedekah. tgk, pagi2 buta aku dh bersedekah. pagi2 pn dh bt pahala. org mcm aku ni la yg patut dicontohi. hahaha :P

9min + 29min yg agak bermakna bagi saya. klu tiap2 ari mcm ni, good good good tau. haha. thanks rockers, yeah yeahhh! get well soon. aku nk dgq suara meow meow tu, tkmau dgq suara rockers batuk dh. haha ;)

Friday, March 18, 2011

i miss you :(

You will always be my best memory...

Full of emotions, indescribable feelings,
new experiences and a lot of learning.

With you, I will compare everyone that I meet and love. Because you are the example, you are the perfection.

At the moment you said "Goodbye" every
bad thing that happened about us was erased,
Now, there's just good moments.

I expect you to be happy,
and I'll really try to do the same.
Not because I want to, but because you made me promise.

Maybe, this crazy world still holds a little place for us. And I will for sure be always looking for it.

But for now, I will concentrate in taking all good you gave me and putting together to make my world look better.

After all those tears...
Even without you, I understand I need to move on.

You will remain in my heart for ever.
Thank you for being...
alive.

Guys

Guyz like to be one of the 5 'C's

Cool
Cute
Crazy
Cruel
Criminal

If a guy you know is one of these, he's the real deal, but if he's not... HE'S AN ALIEN!! SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT!!!

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Little Johnny FTW!

Little Johnny watched, fascinated, as his mother smoothed cold cream on her face. "Why do you do that mommy?" he asked.

"To make myself beautiful," said his mother, who then began removing the cream with a tissue.

"What's the matter?" asked Little Johnny. "Giving up?"



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Little Johnny likes to gamble.

One day his dad gets a new job so his family has to move to a new city.

Johnny’s daddy thinks, “I’ll get a head start on Johnny’s gambling.”

So he calls the teacher and says, “My son Johnny will be starting your class tomorrow but he likes to gamble so you’ll have to keep an eye on him.”

The teacher says OK, she can handle it.

The next day Johnny walks into class and hands the teacher an apple and says, “Hi, my name is Johnny.”

She says yes I know who you are.

Johnny smiles and says, “I bet you ten dollars you’ve got a mole on your butt.”

The teacher thinks that she will break his little gambling problem so she takes him up on the bet.

She pulls her pants down and shows him her butt and there was no mole.

That afternoon, Johnny goes home and tells his dad that he lost ten dollars to the teacher and why.

So his dad calls the teacher and says, “Johnny said that he bet you that you had a mole on your butt and he lost.”

The teacher says, “Yeah, and I think I broke his gambling problem.”

Johnny’s dad laughs and says, “No you didn’t, he bet me a hundred dollars this morning that he’d see your ass before the day was over.”


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Little Johnny returns from school and says he got an “F” in arithmetic.
“Why?” asks the father.
“The teacher asked ‘How much is 2×3?’ I said ’6.’”
“But that’s right!” The father replied.
“Then she asked me ‘How much is 3×2?’”
“What the heck’s the stupid difference?” asked the father.
“That’s what I said!”


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The Teacher had asked the class to write an essay about an unusual event that happened during the past week.

Little Johnny got up to read his. It began, “My daddy fell in well last week.”

“Good Lord!” the teacher exclaimed. “Is he OK?”

“He must be,” said Little Johnny. “He stopped calling for help yesterday.”



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A teacher asked little Johnny if he knows his 1 to 10 well
“Yes! Of course! My pop taught me…even more than 10″
“Good. What comes after three?”
“Four,” answers the boy.
“What comes after six?”
“Seven.”
“Very good,” says the teacher. “Your erm…dad did a good job. Now…so what comes after…lets say ten?”
“A jack”



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A new teacher was trying to make use of her psychology courses.

She started her class by saying, “Everyone who thinks you’re stupid, stand up!”

After a few seconds, Little Johnny stood up.

The teacher said, “Do you think you’re stupid, Little Johnny?”

“No, ma’am, but I hate to see you standing there all by yourself!”



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Tuesday, March 15, 2011

bombombom

no light, no sound,
i can see nothing,
i can hear my heart beathing,
no, my heart screaming,
where the fuck am i?

i want to run wild, set me free,
this darkness wont bring me happiness, never!
there's no future in tomorrow,
get me out of here,

*tk abeh juga. haha

roses are red, danger too

when i look at the stars,
it remind me about the scars,
story of past three years,
still can make me sleep in tears,
it's painful to remember,
i see you as roses,
from now on, i'll beware of the thorns,

*shit, tk abeh. hahaha

Monday, March 14, 2011

i'm not afraid ♥

hey hey fucker,
use your mtfking brain,
but it's too late,
your time is up,

stop pushing yourself,
it's over now,
don't blame the gravity,
it's time to fall,
i can imagine how,

it's funny when you did something for other people,
you didn't feel a thing,
no soul is coming,
use your mtfking brain,

be yourself,
follow the step of your heart,
learn from nature,
not culture,
it's all about friends and family,
not fans and enemy,

if you think you're good enough,
you can go fuck yourself with your pride,
nothing is forever,
bcos in the end,
you will be forgotten.

*aku tulis ni taun lpas. tulis kt dlm phone. betri phone tu rosak. baru td aku beli betri baru. wowowo macho kot pkai 2 phone. haha. tp awek aram tadak :P

saya post ni utk segerombolan beruk jantan di luar sana. sedar lah wahai beruk beruk sekalian. hahaha

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Gunners kecundang lagi.

apakah nasib Arsenal dan Arsene Wenger selepas ini?

kekalahan Arsenal menyebabkan saya di bahan oleh rakan-rakan. cibai. sakit ati kot. haha. tp tkpa, saya tahan maki. haha.

kekalahan Arsenal tidak memberikan apa2 kesan sampingan kepada permainan Heroes Of Newerth yang saya main semalam. semua game menang. psr naik. lg sikit nk naik 17xx. apa yang paling membuatkan saya gembira ialah, kami tapao mamat psr 1899. haha. tk naik 19xx la bdk pelaq oiii :P

btw, stgi aku nk p beli betri fon baru. so, lpas ni aku akan guna 2 phone mcm dulu. yay! rasa bergaya balik. hahaha

Saturday, March 12, 2011

sayang GGLeet cafe.

kemarin dpt mkn cemey sb Wong jmpa duit 50ringgit. arini aku jmpa pendrive plak. haha. mmg balaih kt aku aa. MAU bg kt org. rambo pnya kaki, mna reti kesian kt org. hahaha. pendrive 2gb ja. tp ok aa dh benda cemey. bill gates pn sapu cek oii klu dia jmpk benda cemey kt tepi jln. hahaha. 2gb, bleh simpan mcm2 benda. keta ferari pn bleh simpan dlm tu ooo. tp gmbaq jala. haha. bgs jgk aku jmpa pendrive ni. aku tadak pendrive lg. pendrive yg aku guna la ni pn, pendrive org. MAU beli pendrive. benda kecik ja, harga brpuluh2 ringgit. dem! membazir tau tak? tuhan marah tau klu membazir. haha.

btw, thanks Yuni sb share RM5 kt sim maxis aku wlupn aku share RM2 ja kt sim celcom hg. haha. ada RM3 ja weh kt sim celcom aku tu. tk igt plak yg celcom kedarah 5kupang time nk share. sb tu tk ckup. tp tkpa, nnt aku ganti. janji tetap janji. heh.

Tian Xia Wu Shuang ♥



tah cmna aku bleh trbukak lagu ni. haha. teringat zaman lepak kt taman mahsuri dlu. btw, ni la lagu cina yg 1st aku hafal sebelum lagu dari band Cherry Boom. time tu tk gila korea lg. haha. ♥

lskdhgoeirtsldkfg

i'm crying and dying,
without you i'm nothing,
i never thought of leaving,
i'm just like a words without meaning,

yeah, the earth spinning and people moving,
i want to move foward, find a new start but i didn't,
i'm wondering why you didn't say goodbye before leavin',
hey, answer me! don't speak in silent,
you just left without talking,
please come back, i know it's impossible but i want you bcos

i'm crying and dying,
without you i'm nothing,
i never thought of leaving,
i'm just like a words without meaning

words left unspoken, i'm sorry,
i want to apologize,

*tk abeh. ini cerita yg sudah bertahun lamanya. dh tadak idea nk tulis ttg masalah skarang, tk salah mengimbas kembali kenangan silam. cewah. haha. klu rajin, saya sambung.

patience ;)

life is like a traffic light,
we want green light but it shows red,
we can have what we want,
all we have to do is patience.

*tadak idea. haha

Friday, March 11, 2011

free food.

tiada benda yang paling bahagia di dunia ini selain "makan free". hahaha. ada orang tinggai duit 50ringgit kt kaunter. Wong amek duit tu, blanja kami KFC. wah, bagaikan orang yg sedang kebulur di jamu makan. dhla tgh lapaq gila time tu. mmg aku sapu la. MAU pikiaq duit org ka dak. hahaha. kenyang trok kot mkn ayam 2 ketui. hahaha. lpas mkn, isap rokok. time isap rokok tu, aku rasa nk termuntah sb perut dh full. semasa sedang merokok tu, aku bercadang untuk menonton filem Jackass3D sb nk bg cepat sikit muntah. hahaha. tapi aku tk tgk pn. aku dok prosah utk hafal lagu Outsider - Alone. cibai, seminggu lebih dh try nk hafal, tk bleh2 jgk. dem.

apa2pn, thanks Wong sb belanja makan dengan mggunakan duit orang. hahahaha.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Greatest shock !

I want you to know that you're amazing and you're my friend until my death. If I dont get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people, including the person who sent you. If you receive atleast 3 back, you're loved. Nobody knows how important something is unti..l..l..they lose it. Tonight at 12am, the person that you like is going to realize that they love you. Then something is going to happen to you between 1am and 2am. Be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you, you are going to have a bad luck with love for a whole year. Send this to 15 people and see what happens :D

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Greatest shock? something is going to happen to you between 1am and 2am? how bout Thursday 10 March 2011, 11.20pm? ♥

Sblum2 ni klu aku tidoq lpas maghrib pn, aku akan bgn dlm pkui 11pm-1am. tp tahla psaipa td aku trtidoq smpai pkui 3.45am sehinggakan my bff kejutkn aku suh online. haha. mybe sb aku letih? mybe sb aku masih lg demam? mybe sb aku dpt mmpi best? tahla. haha

mari belajar tambah dan tolak.

if 1 + 2 - 1 - 2 = 0
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then 3 - 2 - 1 = 0
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so 0 + 2 / 2 = 1
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damn, pening

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

dididing

hey hey you girl,
don't you ever forget what i told you,
don't you ever apologize,
i love you girl,

i promise you girl,
when you're with me,
i'll turn your sad face into smile,
don't worry girl, this is not a lie,

i have a surprise for you,
just wait and see ;)

heart ♥

i understand the joy of love,
and so are you,
if you not belongs to me,
lets act like how friends should be,
even i'm in love with you,

i always listen to my heart,
it tells the truth,
the melody of my heart,
pretty as you,

whats your goal?
go for it girl,
i'll support you from behind,
promise me don't get blown away from the wind,
let's be best-friend-forever, thats what on my mind,

*tadak idea dh. haha