perubahan

banyak benda yg dh berubah sekarang. yes, people change. klu perubahan kearah kebaikkan tu, alhamdulillah la kan. klu kearah kejahatan tu, hmm tktau nk ckp cmna.

aku rindukn zaman dulu. bila birthday kwn2, sambut dengan tepung n telur. skarang tak lagi. skarang dh mula "berparty". dunia akhir zaman, cmni la kot. aku tak ckp yg aku ni baik. aku pn penah terjebak dlu. tp alhamdulillah, dh berubah sikit demi sedikit. thank you awak. thanks for changing my life. jujur ckp, dlu aku tk sembahyang n dlu aku tak pernah nk fikir ttg masa depan. dlm kepala otak aku ni pikir nk enjoy ja. 

skarang aku dh tk mcm tu. alhamdulillah. semoga tuhan kuatkan iman aku. aku takmau jadi mcm dlu dh. aku dh mula sedar n dh mula berfikir ttg masa depan. semua sebab dia. lepas jumpa dia aritu, aku dh janji dgn diri aku yg aku akan sembahyang n berubah. aku pecaya yg dia lah jodoh aku sebab bila aku dgn dia, aku mampu berubah tanpa disuruh oleh dia. tapi banyak pula dugaan yg datang. semoga tuhan kuatkan semangatku. org ckp, semakin dekat kita dgn Allah, semakin banyak dugaan yg datang sebab Allah nk uji kita. aku percaya semua ni hanyalah dugaan. org ckp, klu niat kita baik, insyaallah tuhan akan tolong kn? sebab tu la wlupn skarang ni banyak ja dugaan yg datang, aku tk give up. yes, pernah rasa utk give up. tp aku sayangkn dia, aku sayangkn hubungan kami. i have to be strong. lgpun aku dh janji dgn dia yg aku tkkan give up. cmna pn dugaan yg datang, aku akan kuatkan semangat aku. 

"kadang-kadang ALLAH menjarakkan hubungan kita , kemudian DIA datangkan dugaan , puas kita menangis , mencari dan merindui orang yang kita sayang. rupanya ALLAH nak menghadiahkan kita RINDU yang berpanjangan agar kita tahu erti KESABARAN"

IU ♥

im tired im busy
i wasn't there when you need me
im alone im not strong
but i always sing you our song
before you sleep when you sick
i always want to be with you
i didn't call coz im afraid
im afraid that im "annoying"
but when i sit here all alone
waiting for your text
waiting for your call
did you know what im thinking?
no you don't
it's okay
i used to be alone
in this room

im tired of pretending
like i don't care
like im not scared
i want to tell you how i feel
i want to ask you how you feel
but im afraid of losing
but i loved you from the start

- IU ♥

"i'm not in rush. i'm just afraid of losing you"

- Little Lee

farewell

did you realize that i never use "goodbye" words before?
for me, goodbye is a mean words
i never use it bcos i don't want to see you hurt
but now everything change
i'll say goodbye instead of hello
when goodbye means forever
i'll never talk to you anymore
goodbye darling, farewell

i don't want to waste another tears
i'll sleep
let the dream ends tonight
there's nothing left to fight

i won't walk away crying
but it's time to say goodbye
promises are dead
like the fallen angel

*tk abeh n mls sambung

kite

life is like a kite
flying in the wind
with the strings
oh its so mean

i want to be free
i want to see the world
i want to have some fun
like my friends do

but then after i think twice
i dont want to cut the strings
im afraid i will landed on the ocean
drowning in the sea

*tk abeh

ow

you know i don't want to be clever
to be brilliant or superior
true like ice, true like fire
now i know that a breeze can blow me away
now i know there's much more dignity
in defeat than in the brightest victory
i'm losing my balance on the tight rope
tell me please, tell me please, tell me please..

tadak idea haha

it's time to let you go
but it's not the time to say goodbye
i'll miss you more and more
and i believe that you'll come back again

i won't regret if you don't
i bet you'll regret if you won't
my heart is like a stone
but softer than a sponge

missing you

sometimes i do miss you
because im all alone
our sweet memories never fade away
i don't regret that i didn't keep any picture of us
because i never forget your face, our memories

i feel like i want to cry
every time i listen to a song that related to us
nobody understand how i feel
there's a secret i hide deep inside
there's scars that bleeding in me

i miss you
i miss the pretty little girl that always make me smile
eventhough im in pain
and
i wish you were still alive


p/s ; it's not easy to accept because it's not easy to let it go.

pif !

1234
i'll wait for you to knock the door
456789
whenever it is
i'm still fine
i'll be happy-waiting for you
the moment will come

will you be my girl?
bcos to me you're my world
i can't think any of other girls except you
please accept my offer
you'll be my treasure

*tadak idea, penulisan pn jd merapu haha

you

im trying my best
to get you
i tried my best
to make you smile
even with harsh words
thats my style
is that okay with you?
well i'm afraid to ask
but if i ask you
would you answer "yes i do"?
nothing else in mind except you
im not lying, it's true

*tk abeh jgk haha

nthg

i never felt this way before
my heart beating fast
so i take a deep breath
and i believe it's love

i wonder if you feel the same
until then i saw you with another guy
words can't describe my feelings
i think i've lost the fight

2 years of hope
gone in less than a minute

*tk abeh haha

shadows of hope

look at the shadow
look how loyal it is
follow u anywhere
always be there for you
but why you keep chasing other's?
think twice
your shadow never fade away
eventhough there's no light around you
why?
trust !
you can never be alone
but you never notice
your heart is blinded by your stupid hope
and..

*tadak ayat nk prabih. aku nk ckp aku nk jd bayang org tu. tp tadak ayat yg cantik nk boh. so, biaq tergendala dh la nooo hahaha

teen

you act like you know
nothing else in mind except for fun
you want to live free
for me, you're just a kid
for me, you're just a stupid little brat
no responsibility?
think twice
you know nothing

*tk abeh =\

"I AM A LIAR"

if he or she is a liar,
then this words must also be a lie

also, if he or she can not lie,
then these words will become a lie

thus, whether it's the truth or a lie remain unknown

grr

give me a sign
give me a sign
i can't read your fucking mind
are you blind?

if things aren't going smoothly
i'll give up on you
i don't have to tell you why


*tadak idea dh

look

im still waiting for the day
i will see the light
i will end this fight
make my future bright

yeah
nobody know my story
i kept it in my diary
you don't know what i've been through
but now i just want to sit next to you
and i know that's just a dream, it's true

i ain't got "nobody"
friends and family
that what i got
you think i'm lonely?
i'll prove that you're wrong

*tk abeh haha :P

hmm

tired, weary, stressed
i never seem to get enough rest
your face envelops my mind
when i close my eyes at night
my heart tell me you're something i can never trust
but my eyes, all they see is love

this heart can break
torn into shreds, ripped apart
yes, i was so naive
i let you in without question

*tk abeh :P

takut

perasaan yang sama terjadi kepadaku
seperti dulu
aku resah, hati gelisah
mungkin ianya cinta
mungkin ianya nafsu dunia

akan ku terima takdirku
walaupun ianya seperti dulu
pengalaman mengajar aku
takkan ku bersikap bodoh seperti dulu

dunia..

cinta tak mengenal grammar

boy : i'm thinking that i'm start to falling in love with you
girl : its a good sound
boy : yes i do

HAHAHAHHAHA

girl

terima kasih atas segalanya
kau telah memberi cinta
kau juga yg rosakkannya
kau musnahkan kepercayaan
musnahlah impian
berdiri teguh seorang lelaki
kini tiada tenaga lagi
cintanya dikhianati

kawan, usah kau risau
akan ku menangis bersamamu
akan ku cuba sedaya upaya
utk menghiburkan hatimu yg luka

usah kau tangisi pemergian dia
perempuan sial
tak kenang jasa