Friday, March 27, 2009


I often dream of huge numb buildings,
Jet-black sinister architecture
Being installed when nobody sees
Their appearance so sudden
That few would take notice

And when I wake up
I imagine being crushed by one
Imaginating it's weight, it's silence
And the absence of excuses for a havoced life
And the priviledge of a 22-kilometers tombstone


A body of black
That carried no reflection
Defying it's own room
Un-earthly egg of decreation

There would be colonies
Mushroom-scattered forever out of context
Rising spores from a dying world
To pollute and chase away what's left

Sun-white pulverised desert stone
And serpentine lizard mouths
Pales away the pyramids
Rewriting 4500 years of history
Raping the Statue of Liberty
Outplays the acropolis
Inverting the fjords
Invades the N Y skyline to
Dream its own existence in one single final word


A body of black
That carried no reflection
Defying it's own room
Un-earthly egg of decreation

Can we identify them
As the flint buried in our reptile skulls
Or the time-bomb coded in our DNA


A body of black
That carried no reflection
Defying it's own room
Un-earthly egg of decreation

Defend of the Ancient.

Together we stand,
Three lane we wait,
Winning is sure,
For good teamwork,

Main point is the items, heroes and the ANCIENT,
Don't forget the rune or you'll regret,
Think wisely,
One wrong steps will cause a death,

Don't feed them,
Don't let them farm,
Killing is not the priority,
Teamwork is the one,

Well done,
We killed them all,
Walk through the lane,
Kill all the creeps,

Continue soon

Sunday, March 22, 2009

An opera doll.

i don't know what your mind thinking,
can't you stop pretending?
you think i'm an lifeless opera doll?
i just needed by you when you're fuckin' bored.

i'm awake dear,
stop saying "I love you",
it's a fake words,
it's annoying you know?

i've been cheated by pussy's alot of time,
i don't want to be a doll anymore,
and i don't need your lie to grow,
i hope you realize that you're hurting my fuckin' heart.

please don't repeat it again,
or else you'll "eat" all of your fuckin' lies,
just be loyal to your partner,

Friday, March 13, 2009


talking about death, i'm so scare and so fuckin' guilty. oh my god. sometimes i think about this, i cry. i wish they could listen to me now. i'm really really sorry for all my bad attitude. to "her", i'll love you till the end of my life. our 3 years love just ended with death. i still remember last 2 week before your death. i'm so sorry. i didn't mean to be so rude.

nobody understand me except you. you're so fuckin' special. till now, i can't forget you bcause nobody can't replace your place in my heart. i wish you still alive. i wish we could laugh, dance, play, jump, smile and watch movie together again. oh god. why you take her away from me? you make me suffer.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Beep beep.

Wake up,
Open up your eyes,
I can't wait any longer,
Don't you understand all my jokes?

Idk how to tell you,
But please open your eyes,
Just for a moment,

I love you,
Don't you know that?

And now,
You trying to get away from me,
I don't know why,
I did something wrong?
If i do, please forgive me,
I didn't mean to,

If you really want to get away from me,
It's alright,
I'll accept it,

The Gunners.


Goalkeepers ; Manuel Almunia, Vito Mannone, Lukasz Fabianski.

Defenders ; Bacary Sagna, Philippe Senderos, Alexandre Song, Johan Djourou, Armand Traore, Kolo Toure, William Gallas, Mikael Silvestre, Gael Clichy.

Midfielders ; Abou Diaby, Tomas Rosicky, Denilson, Jack Wilshere, Emmanuel Eboue, Cesc Fabregas, Samir Nasri, Aaron Ramsey. Andrey Arshavin, Amaury Bischoff.

Strikers ; Eduardo, Carlos Vela, Emmanuel Adebayor, Robin Van Persie, Theo Walcott, Nicklas Bendtner.

Coaching Staff ; Arsene Wenger, Boro Primorac, Gerry Peyton, Collin Lewin, David Wales, John Kelly, Paul Akers, Rat Rice, Neil Banfield, Tony Coldbert, Gary O'driscoll, Neal Reynolds, Vic Akers, Paul Johnson.

Monday, March 9, 2009


they're so fuckin' amazing. i'll try to go watch thier live show eventhough i don't have enough money or busy. seriously i'm in love with thier performance. last week i watched thier live show at MCPA Hall, KL. it was amazing and perfect. but they just the "opening exe" band. idc about that. i enjoyed "head-bang" on that day. i almost broke my own neck. HAHA. that's cool huh?

any metal kids out there, please support this band. i swear you won't regret. thanks.

MONOCHROME is the best! <33


i love you,
i'll never let anything bad happen to you,
trust me,
you guys are the sweetest things that happen to me,
eventhough you guys stay far from me,
you guys always close to my heart,
seriously, i can't lose u guys,
idk what's going to happen if i lose 1 of u guys,
i wish our friendship is forever,

Sunday, March 8, 2009


idk why i must write all this. mybe i don't want to lose this memory. first, idk what your mind thinking and idk what u want. eventhough you're not my "chosen girl", i treat you as you're the "last girl on the earth". im very loyal to you. but! in the same time, i'm in love with other girl. but i try to hide that feeling bcause i'm with you that time. but i'm just nobody in your fuckin' eyes! i saw that. do you understand all my insinuation means? it's very meaningful. i know i'm not your "dream boy". thats why i never tell you "straight" about "how hurt i am". sometimes i think how to get away from you bcause i can't afford too much pain anymore. but idk how to tell you.

but! sometimes, i miss u. darn, open your cellphone. i need to talk to you. it's been 2 weeks my cellphone is in silence.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Last wishes.

Remember back when we're close,
When we sit next to each other,
I've looked into your eyes,
I saw a hopeless love,

I thought it was dream,
Because my loyal heart is just for you,
But it was a mistake,
My eyes was blinded by your words,

I was a doll in your eyes,
You cheated on me,
You doesn't care about how i feel,

Living in fear is my last wishes,
Heartless angel killed my soul,
Stabbed me in the back,
I won't forgive you,
Remember this, I wont forgive you,

This heart.

This life is a battle but I will never give in
You try to bring me down
But I will stand strong, armed with hope
This mind free of your constraints
Never to think like you
Destroying all in your path
I can't live like that, I never will
This heart will never die
This mind you can't fuckin' buy
Growing stronger, never give in
This life is a struggle
You try your best, never good enough
For them the faceless
Dragging you down every fucking day
Conform or pay the price
But I will never give in
Not like that you won't, tear me down
This heart will never die

Liar !

I grew up with anger,
As fire licking the earth,
You must know how angry i am,
You broke my heart,
As a ruined building,

And now,
I brave myself to forget you,
I let our memories drown into deep sea,
Drowning alone,
Memories became history,

I can see trees waving for goodbye,
I know this goodbye means forever,
You must realize that one day you will die,
Until then you are worthless.

1st love.

I remember how to be friends,
Do you think that we could start it again?
And I don't really know how it ends,
But come on over,
Could you come back over?
I miss your voice,
I miss your smile,

I saw you in dream,
You kissed my lips,
Wiped away my tears,
But it just a dream,
I wish you still alive,
I'm not ready to lose you yet,