Saturday, December 31, 2011

underOATH - Alone in December

You always amazed me
But thats the past
You always amazed me
But thats the past!
I kept silent and it rained for days
My inside were drenched
But I guess that's the part of growing up
I never wanted to learn
And I grew into the man
That you never knew
But I wouldn't be this way
If it wasn't for you
100 thank you's
It this is love
Fairy tales never came true
Judies are black in full bloom
And I died in the womb
Take it back, all that's gone
It's all still there like you left it
December stayed the same
Nothing ever changed but you
Every little dream covered in dents
Love can't fly tonight
Couples will rest, I'll be sleepless
So cry yourself to sleep
This is about broken hearts
This is about me
Bending again for nothing....nothing
I'd run to you but pain awaits
I'm coming home
But I'll be late
No deeper than imagination can be
Sight with nothing to see
What's faith if I can't believe
It's everything
A cure, but I make it a disease..
God Take Me Because I Hate Me


how much deception can you take
how many lies will you create
how much longer until you break
your mind's about to fall

- MK Ultra

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Tetris !

dh rank 72 dan masih tk berpuas hati sb dlm frenlist aku ada sorang rank tinggi dari aku. nsib bek energy tk ckup ja nk main. haha. td kt gg, aku lepak kt kaunter gan am. then ada sorang bdk cina tu mai tnya pc. lpas tu bdk cina tu tgk aku then dia ckp "oh, pro tetris". aku time tu kembang tk sangga bak anggggggg. hahaha. yala, rank tetris aku plg tinggi kt gg. mna ada org bleh potong.

tp aku agak gembira dari minggu2 yg lepas sb la ni kt gg rmai dh main game tetris. dulu aku sorang ja main. la ni dh ada pelapis. tp suma slow hand. hahaha

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

nice quotes ;)

"You are the reason why I have sleepless nights. You are the reason why I tend to hold my pillow tight. And you are the reason I can't sleep without saying goodnight." - Unknown

Wednesday, December 21, 2011


im still waiting for the day
i will see the light
i will end this fight
make my future bright

nobody know my story
i kept it in my diary
you don't know what i've been through
but now i just want to sit next to you
and i know that's just a dream, it's true

i ain't got "nobody"
friends and family
that what i got
you think i'm lonely?
i'll prove that you're wrong

*tk abeh haha :P


tired, weary, stressed
i never seem to get enough rest
your face envelops my mind
when i close my eyes at night
my heart tell me you're something i can never trust
but my eyes, all they see is love

this heart can break
torn into shreds, ripped apart
yes, i was so naive
i let you in without question

*tk abeh :P

hero ;)

Now everybody from the 313
Put your muthafuckin' hands up and follow me,
Everybody from the 313
Put your muthafuckin' hands up
Look Look

Now while he tries to stands tough
Notice that this man did not have his hands up,
This free world got you gazz up,
Now who's afraid of the big bad wolf
1, 2, 3 in to the 4
1 Pac , 2 Pac, 3 Pac, 4
4 Pac, 3 Pac, 2 Pac, 1
You're Pac, He's Pac, No Pac, None!
This guy aint no muthafuckin MC
I know everything he's got to say against me,
I am white,
I am a fuckin bum,
I do live in a trailer with my mom
My boy Future is an Uncle Tom,
I do got a dumb friend named Cheddar Bob
Who shoots himself in the leg with his own gun
I did get jumped by all 6 of you chumps
And Wink did fuck my girl
I'm still standin here screamin "fuck tha free world!!"
Don't ever try to judge me dude
You don't know what the fuck i've been through
But i know something about you,You went to Cranbrook's that's a private school,
What's the matter dog? You embarrassed?
This guy's a gangsta his real name's Clarence
And Clarence lives in home with both parents
And Clarence's parents have a real good marriage,
This guy doesn't wanna battle he shook
kuz there's no such thing as HALF WAY CROOKS!!
He's scared to death
He's scared to look in his fuckin yearbook, fuck Cranbrooks

Fuck the beat, i go acapella
Fuck a Papa Doc, fuck a clock, fuck a trailer, fuck everybody
Fuck y'all if you doubt me
I'm a piece of fucking white trash, i say it proudly
And fuck this battle
I don't wanna win
I'm outtie
Here tell these people something they dont know about me.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

I have reason to be shy. i've been hurt plenty.

sekali dalam setahun, mungkin sekali dalam dua tahun dan mungkin tiga tahun. niat tu ada cuma hati ni berat utk terima. berat? kenapa? sebenarnya aku takut. kenapa? semua tu rahsia. suma nk abaq kt hg, tadak rahsia jgk la aku cmni. haha

Sunday, December 18, 2011


jangan cari aku lagi. penat dh. bkn sekali dua, tp bnyk kali. sekian.

Monday, December 5, 2011

tak suka

ayat yg aku paling tk suka skali la ni ialah :-

1. huhu
2. kbye
3. untunglaaa

noob pnya ayat. tkleh guna ayat lain ka? o0o


perasaan yang sama terjadi kepadaku
seperti dulu
aku resah, hati gelisah
mungkin ianya cinta
mungkin ianya nafsu dunia

akan ku terima takdirku
walaupun ianya seperti dulu
pengalaman mengajar aku
takkan ku bersikap bodoh seperti dulu



bila pernah rasa bnda mahal, benda murah ditinggalkan. haha. itulah yg terjadi kepada saya. bkn blagak. tp mmg dh tkleh terima. pen ckp dia nk balik 16 ni, harap2 dia nk yg mahal jgk. klu dia nk yg murah, jd tunggui kayu lah saya pada malam keriangan itu. haha