underOATH - Reinventing Your Exit

sedap sguh lagu ni.

Ghost appear.

This night is so perfect,
i'm speechless,
i can't believe it,
i am dreaming?

the game we played,
the joy we had,
we enjoyed the night,
just two of us,

without any regrets,
we continued our journey,
with the drowning ark,
into deep end,

thanks to you,
coz you kept me warm,
i'll never forget this,
forever.



P/S ; english saya teruk, lantak saya la nk tulis salah pn. HHAHAHA

What my ambition is?

I'm a grow boy but i'm still short, grrrrrrr. HAHAHA. I'm getting stronger than before. Before this, i easily cry and afraid of cold. But now, i don't really care about those shit anymore. But i still confuse. I don't really know what my ambition is. But my dream is to have a metal/hardcore band. Thats all. Err, about my ambition, i'll think about it later. HAHAHA. All i think now is to have an electric guitar, an amp and some effects. If i have all of these shit, i'll keep practice until i become like "paktam, roland and palie". HAHA. jd mcm depa pn dh ckup hebat. hee

Mon 15.Jun.2009

duhhhh, cacat kot aku dok sorang2. dhla balik umah pkui 1pagi. gitar plak tadak. aku mencacat tgk tv jala sorang2. mcm tk pecaya oh aku tgk channel "history" tgk crita "science and islam" HAHAHA. paihtu aku tgk "national geographic channel". tgk crita "megastructures". haihh, alangkah bagusnya klu ada internet/gitar elektrik kt umah aku. tobat best. HAHAHA

Why?

grrrrrrrr, arini 13 aribulan. spatutnya arini aku p ipoh tapi tk jd. bengang gila ah cmni. dulu terhegeh2 mcm beruk sgt nk p. tp smlm cancel plak. awat tk cancel minggu depan ja? dh tkleh p jauh2, tkyah kuaq umah la. dok umah ja smpai mampoih. lenkali tkyah dok janji dh gan org. tobat aih lpaih ni aku nk p mna2 aku tk plan dh gan ampa. 25 ni aku turun kl pn aku nk p sorang2 ja. bnyk kali dh kot ampa buat aku camni. grrrrrrrr

*sigh*

idk why, today i feel so nervous and i feel that something bad will happen. today is not the same as yesterday, seriously. i can't sleep well this afternoon.

idk what's wrong with my stomach. it's been a week my stomach acting wierd. HAHA. cuba pikir ah, aku mkn nasik abes 1 pinggan then lpas 5 minit, aku lapar balik. klu lapar biasa2 tkpa la jgk. ni lapar tahap kebulur mcm org tk mkn seminggu. puki btoi. dhla aku kekurangan duit la ni. masalah btoi laaaaa.

*nsib bek aku sudah kembali ke jalan yg benar. haha. klu tdak, aku sudah kaya sekarang. haha

12 June 2009 around 2a.m

haha. aku, reh, padoug n wafiy p meronda2. awai2 kami melepak kt kdai "tashe". time melepak tu lan n pown ada lg. paih tu depa nk balik awai. paih tu kami saja melawak kt wafiy, ajak dia p meronda. paih tu padoug pnya akai la, dia ajak p jalan yg agak seram. haha. kami share duit sorang 2 ringgit, boh mnyak keta paih tu p meronda. kt wang tepus kot padoug nmpak natang pa tatau. tp aku aram tk nmpk apa pn. kote sguh. agak bebai jgk la smlm sbb tk nmpk antu. haihhhhh. geram btoi

i'm totally confuse

hey, wtf with you? wtf with all your words? idk whats wrong with you. i know there's something wrong will happen to you. it's okay if you don't want to tell me. but i hope you'll stay strong. i always be your friend. i love all my friends. thats all =]

smile.

it's cold over here, this fucking aircond keep makes me freezing and idk why, suddently i'm thinking about you, about the past. i saw you uploaded new picture. i view them all and i see your smiling face. oh my god. that's the sweetest smile in this whole world you know. after viewing all of your pictures, i'm smiling alone. idk why.

jilat ludah sendiri?

WTF! bajet hebat lah konon? hg rasa hg main drum hebat sgt la dgn adanya band baru hg tu? dh la boroi. bajet hot. HAHAHA. baru main 1 gig, dh blagak mcm rockstar. bodoh! main drum pn tk btoi, pandai nk tunjuk hebat. FUCK YOU! stop shitting on my friend you bastard! stakat main indie rock, tkyah dok blagak hebat la wehhhhh. bodoh!

Fate?

Leaves falling down,
i look into your eyes,
i know theres a secret,
and i see regrets,

this is the world,
you must face it,
nothing is forever,
nothing is going to be perfect,

time is getting dangerous,
it can ruin your fucking life,
just a moment,
world is changing,

this called fate? ROFL!

Grrr

smlm aku balik pkul 2. aku try nk tidoq. tp tkleh tidoq. puas aku guling2 then dlm pkul 5 cmtu kot baru aku bleh tidoq. baru nk melebarkn bahtera aku, then dlm pkul 6 cmtu ah phone aku buat bunyi bising. grrrrrr, mcm nk baling ja oh phone aku time tu. dhla aku nk tidoq pn susah. lpas tu aku meneruskan perjalanan aku untuk sambung tidoq. then pukul 8 baru aku bleh tidoq.

*motif cerita saya ialah, don't fuckin' send me sms when i'm sleeping!

Funny things about my family.

HAHA. agak bodoh jgk ah crita ni.

ptg td aku bgn tidoq dlm pkui 6 cmtu then aku nk kluaq. tp duit tkdak sbb mak aku kuaq gan kak aku. paih tu aku main la gitar sorang2 smpai mak aku balik. pastu aku mintak duit, aku ckp nk kuaq. then mak aku ckp "mlm ni mak tkdak kt umah". so, aku pn tk kisah la. then mak aku ckp "hg tkyah balik umah la mlm ni". aku mcm errrrrr wtf! time aku nk balik umah, mak aku tk bg aku balik. time aku tk tidoq umah, aku plak kena marah. haha

This called "world".

haha. aku tau ttg ni lama dh tp bnda camni dh jrg jd kt aku la ni. tp smalam aku dpt rasa bnda tu. haha. standart la kn, sblum dapat bnda tu, kejar mcm org gila. then lpas dpt, dh boring, buang suka hati.

laki pompuan sama ja

*aku tk kata kt sapa pn nahhh. jgn dok terasa*

Errrr.

dh June. wtf ah bulan lpas aku dh post 17. bulan ni dh tkda idea. babi btoi.

Oh fuck! i'm so fuckin' jealous.

Look at this kids, he start screaming at 5 years old. Not just screaming, he listen to underOATH at this age. I know some of people outsite there will say "wtf with screaming song, i can't understand". If you can't understand, so shut the fucking hell up. It's underOATH, christian metal band. 5 years old kids listening to metal band. Oh fuck, i'm asking why i'm not this kids. HAHA. I'm into underOATH since i'm 14. But! Why 14? why not 5? like this kids? grrrrrrrrrrrrrr