idk why i must write all this. mybe i don't want to lose this memory. first, idk what your mind thinking and idk what u want. eventhough you're not my "chosen girl", i treat you as you're the "last girl on the earth". im very loyal to you. but! in the same time, i'm in love with other girl. but i try to hide that feeling bcause i'm with you that time. but i'm just nobody in your fuckin' eyes! i saw that. do you understand all my insinuation means? it's very meaningful. i know i'm not your "dream boy". thats why i never tell you "straight" about "how hurt i am". sometimes i think how to get away from you bcause i can't afford too much pain anymore. but idk how to tell you.
but! sometimes, i miss u. darn, open your cellphone. i need to talk to you. it's been 2 weeks my cellphone is in silence.
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