no toy

a heart is not a toy
so don't play with it
treat it well
one little scar can change everything
if trust is lost
relationships fracture and all may not be forgiven
maybe you don't see it now
because you don't know how
you kill what you hate
you take what you want
you know nothing
and now..
open. your. eyes.
it's time..

IU ♥

im tired im busy
i wasn't there when you need me
im alone im not strong
but i always sing you our song
before you sleep when you sick
i always want to be with you
i didn't call coz im afraid
im afraid that im "annoying"
but when i sit here all alone
waiting for your text
waiting for your call
did you know what im thinking?
no you don't
it's okay
i used to be alone
in this room

im tired of pretending
like i don't care
like im not scared
i want to tell you how i feel
i want to ask you how you feel
but im afraid of losing
but i loved you from the start

- IU ♥

if..

malam, gelap
bulan meneranginya
tiada bulan, pasti sepi
dalam kegelapan

kegelapan, bukan selalu
matahari pasti datang
tapi kegelapan itu pasti
datang setiap hari

ada baik ada buruk
kita kena terima
walaupun terpaksa
kita kena percaya
kerana semua ini ketentuanNya

*paksaan ; penderitaan

987456132

if i could..
talk to you again
meet you again
hold your hand when you're cold
look into your eyes when you're crying
laugh together with you
i wish i could

but..
i don't want to see you fucking lie to me anymore
it's fucking hurt

*tk abeh

=\

it's funny how hello always ends with a goodbye
it's funny how good memories can start to make you cry
it's funny how forever never really seems to last
it's funny how much you`d lose if you forgot about your past
it's funny how friends can just leave you when you`re down
it's funny how when you need someone they`re never around
it's funny how people change and think they`re so much better
it's funny how many lies can be packed in one "love letter"
it's funny how people forgive even though they can't forget
it's funny how one night can contain so much regret
it's funny how ironic life turns out to be

friends

what's the point of being friends
when i need your help
and you not there
where the fuck are you?
i'm dying
i'm bleeding
all you do is laughing

what's the point of being friends
you never grab my hand when i'm falling
don't you remember how i treated you when you're so down?

*err tk abeh, tadak idea. heh

farewell

did you realize that i never use "goodbye" words before?
for me, goodbye is a mean words
i never use it bcos i don't want to see you hurt
but now everything change
i'll say goodbye instead of hello
when goodbye means forever
i'll never talk to you anymore
goodbye darling, farewell

i don't want to waste another tears
i'll sleep
let the dream ends tonight
there's nothing left to fight

i won't walk away crying
but it's time to say goodbye
promises are dead
like the fallen angel

*tk abeh n mls sambung

kite

life is like a kite
flying in the wind
with the strings
oh its so mean

i want to be free
i want to see the world
i want to have some fun
like my friends do

but then after i think twice
i dont want to cut the strings
im afraid i will landed on the ocean
drowning in the sea

*tk abeh

ow

you know i don't want to be clever
to be brilliant or superior
true like ice, true like fire
now i know that a breeze can blow me away
now i know there's much more dignity
in defeat than in the brightest victory
i'm losing my balance on the tight rope
tell me please, tell me please, tell me please..

tadak idea haha

it's time to let you go
but it's not the time to say goodbye
i'll miss you more and more
and i believe that you'll come back again

i won't regret if you don't
i bet you'll regret if you won't
my heart is like a stone
but softer than a sponge

missing you

sometimes i do miss you
because im all alone
our sweet memories never fade away
i don't regret that i didn't keep any picture of us
because i never forget your face, our memories

i feel like i want to cry
every time i listen to a song that related to us
nobody understand how i feel
there's a secret i hide deep inside
there's scars that bleeding in me

i miss you
i miss the pretty little girl that always make me smile
eventhough im in pain
and
i wish you were still alive


p/s ; it's not easy to accept because it's not easy to let it go.

pif !

1234
i'll wait for you to knock the door
456789
whenever it is
i'm still fine
i'll be happy-waiting for you
the moment will come

will you be my girl?
bcos to me you're my world
i can't think any of other girls except you
please accept my offer
you'll be my treasure

*tadak idea, penulisan pn jd merapu haha

you

im trying my best
to get you
i tried my best
to make you smile
even with harsh words
thats my style
is that okay with you?
well i'm afraid to ask
but if i ask you
would you answer "yes i do"?
nothing else in mind except you
im not lying, it's true

*tk abeh jgk haha

nthg

i never felt this way before
my heart beating fast
so i take a deep breath
and i believe it's love

i wonder if you feel the same
until then i saw you with another guy
words can't describe my feelings
i think i've lost the fight

2 years of hope
gone in less than a minute

*tk abeh haha

shadows of hope

look at the shadow
look how loyal it is
follow u anywhere
always be there for you
but why you keep chasing other's?
think twice
your shadow never fade away
eventhough there's no light around you
why?
trust !
you can never be alone
but you never notice
your heart is blinded by your stupid hope
and..

*tadak ayat nk prabih. aku nk ckp aku nk jd bayang org tu. tp tadak ayat yg cantik nk boh. so, biaq tergendala dh la nooo hahaha

teen

you act like you know
nothing else in mind except for fun
you want to live free
for me, you're just a kid
for me, you're just a stupid little brat
no responsibility?
think twice
you know nothing

*tk abeh =\

"I AM A LIAR"

if he or she is a liar,
then this words must also be a lie

also, if he or she can not lie,
then these words will become a lie

thus, whether it's the truth or a lie remain unknown

grr

give me a sign
give me a sign
i can't read your fucking mind
are you blind?

if things aren't going smoothly
i'll give up on you
i don't have to tell you why


*tadak idea dh

look

im still waiting for the day
i will see the light
i will end this fight
make my future bright

yeah
nobody know my story
i kept it in my diary
you don't know what i've been through
but now i just want to sit next to you
and i know that's just a dream, it's true

i ain't got "nobody"
friends and family
that what i got
you think i'm lonely?
i'll prove that you're wrong

*tk abeh haha :P

hmm

tired, weary, stressed
i never seem to get enough rest
your face envelops my mind
when i close my eyes at night
my heart tell me you're something i can never trust
but my eyes, all they see is love

this heart can break
torn into shreds, ripped apart
yes, i was so naive
i let you in without question

*tk abeh :P