10:55pm Fri 25.Dec.2009

baru lpas jamm. fuh, agak best sb aku main lagu thirty and seven dgn agak perfect. haha. slalu p jamm, crett ja time aku main lagu tu. mybe aku bleh main dgn agak perfect pn sb aku guna pick sani. pick dia lembut, sng nk main kt part breakdown. heh

bodoh.

weh, pikiaq org sama. jgn dok pikiaq pala sendiri ja. bnyk kali dh kot hg bt cmni. aku malaih nk tegoq hg, nnt hg masam muka plak gan aku. em, suma org ada "agenda" tersendiri *cewah. hahaha. tp agak2 la sama. hg bt janji kot. pikiaq guna otak la. adoi.

kehadiran manusia pelik.

ada sorang sahabat aku ni, dia tergolong dlm golongan manusia pelik. smlm aku ajak dia lepak, dia ckp "aku malaih kuaq la lee, tk larat ni, esok kenduri".

*apa kena mgena plak. bkn dia jd bentara, bkn kenduri kt umah dia, lgpn kenduri tu esok. hahaha

hm

agak bosang arini, bgn tidoq pkui 8, p cc trus. td time aku lpas mndi, padog ajak p jamm. heh, tk sabaq nk jamming. sangap ni, ketaq pala dh. hahahaha.

infinity

hampir tiap2 mlm aku abeskn masa aku kt infinity. aku tk bnyk abeskn duit mcm dulu dh. la ni 10ringgit ja 1 ari. heh.

apa yg lwk gan geng2 cc ni kn, depa ni pelik oh. tgk gmbaq blue pn beletiaq. hahahaha.

1 is 1, not 2.

sometimes i'm very crazy about you,
i ain't nothing to be something,
sometimes i dream about what i think,
about you,
this is how i feel,
and when i'm dying,
i don't want to see you crying,
just lay down on my arm,
i just want to see you calm,
my body will gone,
will gone forever,
and my soul will always stay witcha forever,

*tkda sambungan, tadak idea. hahaha

i got no life.

tiap2 ari aku bgn tgh2 mlm. makin lama makin lewat n setiap ari aku tidoq semakin lewat. kemarin aku tidoq pkui 6ptg kot. pstu bgn pkul 3pg. hahaha. bgn2 tu trus p cc, online smpai pkui 8pg, then p mkn then p tasik. kt tasik kami lepak smpai tgh ari, pstu balik umah. dh bgn pn lewat, tkkan nk tidoq awai kn. aku melangut sorang2 kt atas katil(bnyak jam jgk la) baru bleh tidoq. haihhh

3 Dec 2009?

dlm pkul 1pg cmtu, kami beramai2 pergi ke Ulu Legong. p nek keta. 4 bijik. ada 20 org kot klu tk salah aku. mmg meriah gila ah. klu tk salah aku, kami smpai sana pkui 3 lebih n pkul 5:08a.m, kami abeh mandi then lepak2 tgkap gmbaq pa dlu then kami p umah tok olen. umah besaq kot, mcm istana. haha. kt umah tok olen tu kami tgk tv n main ps2. ada yg tidoq. tp chet tidoq paling awai. hahaha. lpas breakfast kt umah tok olen, kami p lata bayu plak. aku tk igt la pkui bpa. em, pkul 12:38pm kami abeh mandi then kami balik. time kt atas keta tu, paknan tepon aku. dia ajak p knduri kt umah dia. haih. dhla letih, trpksa jgk la p sb knduri umah mmba2. heh.

*apa aku mgarut pn aku tatau

29 Nov 2009

arsenal kalah gan chelsea 3-0. babi btoi. agak tension. tp apa yg lwk, lan pn suh awek dia tgk. wahaha. awek dia dok bt pala tepu arsenal bleh, padahal baru 1st time tgk arsenal main. hahahaha

"3-0 dh, meluat i". HAHAHA, ni msg yg awek dia antaq kt dia. hahahahaha.

*sori lan, bkn nk mgutuk awek hg. haha

03:31am Sat 28.Nov.2009

time ni, aku baru lpas balik jamming gan padog. sangap jamming pnya pasai, kami sggup p jamming kt changlun. td 1st time aku jamming lagu ABR - Thirty and Seven. awai2 tu main cam puki ja, tp kali kedua main, agak perfect. aku agak berpuas hati jgk ah. haha. sblum kami masuk main tu, geng2 kay-a jamming. one o-two pn ada situ. heh, aku tktau nk tulis apa dh.

*slamat ari raya nooo.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009.

woah. arini tk ujan. suka btoi aku. bleh la melepak ptg ni. tp tadak org ah. reh balik sp. pon balik yan. tinggai aku gan lan jala. tp klu dan bleh melepak, tkpa dh. hahaha

jealous!

aku rasa kn, aku tk sesuai main gitar sb aku tkleh main gitar smbey brdiri. bleh tu bleh, tp tkleh main dgn btoi. klu bg stripes tu jd pendek, bleh la main. tp nmpk tk sempoi la plak. hahaha. actually aku lg syok nyanyi. haihhh. awat la own p mgaji kt indon tatau. klu tidak, tiap2 cuti sem bleh jamming. haha

eughhhh

woahh, smlm aku bt rekod kot setelah 3 hari tidoq awai. smlm aku berjaga smpai pkui 7pg oh. haha. lpas lepak gan lan kt nasmir smpai pkui 2, aku otw balik umah then man msg aku, dia ajak p infinity. kt infinity, kami main game motocross. wlupn game tu mcm game bdk bodo, tp best o. haha. aku la ni jrg dh main dota. dok main game motocross gan game menari ja. layan! haha

lahai.

hampir setiap petang hujan. meluat aku. nk lepak mlm2 pn susah *padahal la ni aku dok ngantuk awai* dhla aku jenih tk tahan sejuk. mklumla aku ni bkn beruang kutub, sb tu tk tahan sejuk. hahaha

Leap

what's the point of bieng weak?
move your ass and face the world,
move your foot and get going,
brave yourself and the shits wont be big,
focus on something and you can get it double,
thats the reason we live as human bieng.

bahaha, aku tktau apa aku mgarut ni

07:44am Mon 16.Nov.2009

Setelah menghabiskan 3 hari, dh abeh crita full house. haha. 4 kali dh tgk. tk boring pn. tp kn, aku nk prabih crita devil beside you, tp tadak kt laptop. kote sguh, nk tgk kt cc pn susah. tkleh bt cemey dh. grrrrrrrr

02:24pm Sun 15.Nov.2009

1st day aku tune drop C dgn sendiri. hahaha. rekod dunia wehhhhh. *tktau btoi ka dak aku tune tu hahaha

meddler meddler.

bapak susah lagu tu. intro pn aku tk mampu nk main. hahaha. lagu thirty and seven bleh dh. suka btoi aku. haha. la ni dok practice solo lagu only for the weak. susah btoi. meluat aku.

world is unpredictable.

i'm totally down. i wish i die. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. i feel like i want to cry now.

*this is not about love or money you bastard.

eww

i just can smile,
when you acting like a child,
when you speak,
the world know you're weak,
just be yourself,
and you can show what you have,
you think you're shark?
like i give a fuck.

Pain

pain, pain, go away,
come again another day,
if you don't, i will say,
pain, pain go away.

pain, pain, go away,
come again some other day,
i want to go outside and say,
come again some other day.

pain pain, go away,
come again some other day,
if you don't, i don't care,
i'll pull you bare.

Sorry.

my life is empty,
just like a ruined city,
i hide all the pain,
it's all because of you, jane,

i smile everyday,
nobody know how i feel,
the joy i set to play,
still can't cure the ill,

your words just like a poo,
countless minutes i wasted on you,
dream is not gonna be true,
because now our love is in deep blue.


sori weh, aku tadak idea nk update blog. aku trpksa guna nama hg. hahahaha

Wondergirls - Tell me lyrics

noe-do nal jo-ah-hal jul-eun mol-lat-suh
Uh-jjuh-myun jo-ah
Noe-mu-na jo-ah
Ggum-man gat-ta-suh na neh ja-shin-eul ja-ggu ggo-ji-bo bwa
noe-mu-na jo-ah

ni-ga nal hok-si ahn jo-ah-hal-kka-bwa
hon-ja eoul-ma-na ae tae-un-ji mol-la
gue-run-dae ni-ga nal sa-rang-han-da-ni
uh-muh! da-shi han bon mal-hae-bwa

Tell me, tell me, t-t-t-t-t tell me
Na-rul sa-rang-han-da-go
Nal gi-da-ryo wat-da-go
Tell me, tell me, t-t-t-t-t tell me
neh-ga pil-yo-ha-da mal-heh mal-heh-jo-yo
Tell me, tell me, t-t-t-t-t tell me
ja-ggu-man dut-go sipoh
gae-sok nae-gae mal-hae-jo
Tell me, tell me, t-t-t-t-t tell me
ggun-i ah-ni-rah-go mal-heh mal-heh-jo-yo

uh-jjum nae ga-su-mi i-ruet-gae ddwe-ni
ga-su-mi jong-mal to-jil geot ga-ta
ni-ga nal ball dde-myon jon-ki-ae kam-john-dwen
sa-rahm-cho-rom joen-ki-ka ol-la

ol-ma-na oh-reh ki-da-rin-ge mol-la
ol-ma-na oh-reh ggun ggwot-nun-ji mol-la
gu-rohn-dae ni-ga nal sah-rang-han-da-ni
uh-moh! da-shi han bon mal-hae-bwa

Tell me, tell me, t-t-t-t-t tell me
na-rul sa-rang-han-da-go
nal ki-da-ryo wat-da-go
Tell me, tell me, t-t-t-t-t tell me
neh-ga pi-ryo-ha-da mal-heh
mal-heh-jo-yo
Tell me, tell me, t-t-t-t-t tell me
ja-ggu-man dut-go shi-poeh
kae-sok neh-keh mal-heh-jo
Tell me, tell me, t-t-t-t-t tell me
ggum-i ah-ni-rah-go mal-hae
mal-heh-jo-yo

**Tell me tell me tell me you
Want me want me want me too
Tell me tell me tell me you
Love me too love me too


Give me one time baby
Give me one time baby da-shi han-bon
tell me tell me
Okay!
Okay! bang-kum-han-go ha-ji-mal-go ddo han-bun
tell me te tell me
Yeah kesok malhaejo durodo durodo duetgo sipo ojjom i run il i kkuminka sipuh.
uh muh
uh muhna jo-ah-suh ojjona?
dashi hanbon malhebwa

Tell me, tell me, t-t-t-t-t tell me
na-rul sa-rang-han-da-go
nal ki-da-ryo wat-da-go
Tell me, tell me, t-t-t-t-t tell me
neh-gah pi-ryo-ha-da mal-heh~
mal-heh-jo-yo
Tell me, tell me, t-t-t-t-t tell me
ja-ggu-man dut-go shi-po
keh-sok neh-keh mal-heh-jo
Tell me, tell me, t-t-t-t-t tell me
ggu-mi ah-ni-rah-go mal-heh
mal-heh-jo-yo

Tell me, tell me, t-t-t-t-t tell me
t-t-t-t-t tell me...

Wondergirls - Nobody lyrics

I want Nobody nobody but you
I want Nobody nobody but you
Nandareul sarameun shiro niga animyeon shiro
I want Nobody nobody nobody nobody


Nan shireunde wae nal ireonae
ryeogo han-ijaggu naemareun deujji ango
wae ireohgedareun namjaege
nal bonaeryeo hani eoteohge ireoni
nal wihae geureodan geu mal
neon bujokha daneungeu mal
ijengeu manhae neon nareul aljana weh
wonha jido anneun geol gangyohae


I want Nobody nobody but you
I want Nobody nobody but you
Nan dareul sarameun shiro niga animyon shiro
I want Nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want Nobody nobody but you
I want Nobody nobody but you
Nandareul sarameun shiro niga animyeon shiro
I want Nobody nobody nobody nobody


nan joh eunde nan haengbokhande
neoman isseumyeondwae deo baralge obneunde
nugul mannasseo haengbokharan geoya
nan neol ddeonasseo haengbokhal ssu eobseo
Nal wihae geureohdan geu mal
neon bujokhadaneun geumal
mari an dwineun mar-iran geol wae molla
niga eobshi eoddeohge haengbokhae


I want Nobody nobody but you
I want Nobody nobody but you
Nan dareul sarameun shiro niga animyon shiro
I want Nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want Nobody nobody but you
I want Nobody nobody but you
Nandareul sarameun shiro niga animyeon shiro
I want Nobody nobody nobody nobody


I want Nobody nobody body
I want Nobody nobody body
Naneun jeongmal niga animyon niga animyon shildan marya Ah~

I want Nobody nobody but you
I want Nobody nobody but you
Nan dareul sarameun shiro niga animyon shiro
I want Nobody nobody nobody nobody
I want Nobody nobody but you
I want Nobody nobody but you
Nandareul sarameun shiro niga animyeon shiro
I want Nobody nobody nobody nobody


Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
modeunge neomuna ggumman gateodeon
gutae ro doragago shipeunde
wae jaggu nareul mireonaeryeo hae
Why do you push me away.
I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but yo

Now,

ok, la ni aku kt kedah. baru balik dari kl smlm. seminggu dh aku dok sana tnpa bekalan duit yg ckup. haha. okla aku mls nk cerita pnjang, tkda idea nk bt ayat bunga2.

la ni kt jitra, aku dh tk ramai mmber yg boleh lepak smpai lewat mlm. sblum ni pn aku slalu lepak gan wan ja. la ni dia dh p kl, keja. latip plak p keja kt singapore. adoiii, la ni yg ada pn geng2 yg susah nk lepak smpai lewat. fuck man fuck man. haha. idop aku semakin bosan. haihhhhhhhhhhhh

Sometimes

Sometimes i find it hard to care,
if i was to take another breath of air,
if i was to tie my shoes or comb my hair,

Sometimes i find it hard to care,
about what you hav to say to me,
about all the things you think i should be,
about going out or what we're having for tea,

Sometimes i wonder if i could care,
about all of these would it make life easier to bare?
but i don't want to even try,
cause then i would care about if i die.

October 18 2009

Uh oh, aku la ni kt gombak. seminggu dh aku dok sini. wahahah. kesian aku oh. aritu mai sini pn ada 100 ja. tu pn beda beli tiket p balik. la ni duit tadak nk balik, sb tu trpksa menetap kt sini. kesian aku kn? hahaha. p lepak pn minum ayaq kosong ja oh. hahaha. tp, berita menggembirakan. arsenal menang woooo. suka btoi aku. hahaha. esok mlm aku nk balik jitra dh. letih dh dok sini. tkmau mnyusah org dh. lenkali plak. hahaha. nt ujung taun ni baru aku mai sini lain kot. tgu ada duit, syok sikit meronda. ni dak, melepak pn minum ayaq kosong. hahahah.

ABR - Thirty and seven.

Grrrrrrrrr, puki la part breakdown aku tkleh main. susah nk igt. part lain bleh main dh. puaih aku ddk dpn komputer tgk tabs, tkleh igt jgk. aram sguh. haih, nmpknya aku kna mkn kismis ni, baru bleh jd pndai sikit kot. HAHAHA

Friday 09 09

arini ari jumaat. aku bercadang nk p kl mlm ni. tp aku duit tadak oh. babi btoi. tp kn, demi nk tgk MONOCHROME main, aku sanggup jual phone aku semata2 nk p sana. haha. lgpn dh lama aku tk p gig kot. haha. sangap banging la dey.

btw, PREDIFINE main kt paul place besok. aku tk mmpu nk p tgk la kot sb aku dok sana pn jd "boss" ja(ada driver). hahahahah

Machine gun.

Why the fuck you still pushing me?
i won't fall into your traps,
you're the heat of situation,
the beat won't play in action,

you're shameless dog,
bark for nothing,
you was caught in words,
theres a leak in a bottle of blood,

how you gonna face the world?
even your dream turns wild,
theres nothing to lead,
somehow i still bleed.


HAHHAA. tah apa aku mengarut ni. hoi org pandai omputih, tkyah komplen apa yg aku tulis ni. aku antam tulis ja. klu salah eja tu, tkyah gelak la noh. saya tk pandai la. haha

Pergh, gila cantik.

To each a blind eye
To all the filter of self-control
To none a sense
That we are lost inside
Victims, not witnesses
An accomplice, not a bystander
In a time when worlds collide
For us a safe denial
Not to push beyond our goals
For us a shattered image
What our sanity allows
You're an island of tranquillity in a sea of chaos

Canon Rock 1st attemp.

ni video 1st aku. mcm puki ja aku main gitar. tktau psaipa, time ddk dpn camera tgn aku jd ketaq, main pn dh tk btoi. time 1:29 - 1:35 tu aku bleh main tp ketaq pnya pasai, tkleh nk tekan o. haha. time 2:28 smpai abeh lagu aku tkleh main lg. susah nk main n aku malas nk tgk tabs dh. mybe 1 ari nnt aku bleh main lagu ni perfect la kot. harap2 cmtu la. la ni tiap2 ari aku dok practice lagu ni(takat yg aku tau ja la). haha. tunggu 2nd video plak, lagu ni jgk. tp aku rasa ok sikit la kot dari video pekak ni. haha

12.12am Tue 22.Sep.2009

Time ni aku baru balik dari tgk wayang. ltak moto kt umah dlu. time aku smpai umah tu, ramai sgt adikbradik kt umah aku. tk heran sgt la sbb mlm tu umah makcik aku ada bt makan2 sikit.

pstu mak aku ckp, anak paksu aku ilang dari pkui 8 lebih. time tu aku heran jgk la, tkkan budak umoq 15 taun tk reti nk cari jln balik kot padahal umah makcik aku selang 2 buah umah ja dari umah aku tu. hahaha.

pstu aku kuaq gan man. kami p loqstaq. p lepak kt star walk. kami dua ja. haha. kt star walk tu dh tktau nk btpa, aku tepon org la. akai nk prabih kredit, tp betri abeh dulu. hahahaha.

lpas lepak2, kami balik tanah merah. kami bwk bang ngah(aku tk knai sgt dia tu) p tgk org lumba keta kt highway. 1st time tgk wooo. haha. semak gila kot tgk org lumba keta ni. tgk mat rempit lumba kt highway pn tk semak sgt sb moto tk mkn ruang jalan sgt. try pikiaq la, keta parking tepi highway. pstu ada yg siap wrong way sb nk parking. klu 10 bijik keta p tgk tkpa, ni ada nk dkt 30 bijik. keta bnyk 1 pasai, keta yg nk lumba tu pn mai lambat. time jalan dh clear, aram tk mai. dlm pkui 4.20 baru start. keta plat NAQ****(tk igt nombor. haha) menang. tktau la game brapa ribu. tp bang ngah tu kata mlm tu ada 4 game. We-Are ada game jgk mlm tu, dia menang.

pstu lpas tgk game, man antaq aku balik. dlm pkui 5 lebih jgk kot klu tk salah aku. dh smpai tu, aku tnya mak aku, dh jmpak anak paksu aku tu ka. then mak aku ckp dh jmpa. dia kna sorok gan antu. depa(sukarelawan mencari org yg hilang) jmpak dia kt dpn umah kt kdai paklah, kt tepi kuboq tu(bnyk "kt" aih. haha) depa kata depa dh lalu kt situ bnyk kali kot tp tk jmpak. lpas p jmpak bomoh kt changlun, dlm pkui 2 cmtu baru jmpak oh. depa kata sblum nmpk anak paksu aku tu, depa nmpk kucing hitam sekoq kt situ. lpas kucing itam tu ilang, baru jmpak anak paksu aku tu. mak aku ckp, lpas depa bwk balik anak paksu aku tu kt umah, dia ckp dia p mkn burger, p main game, p jln2 kt mna tatau. tp dia ckp mcm org tk btoi sikit la. haha.

Canon rock.

Tktau la psaipa, la ni aku ketagih lagu Canon Rock. aku cari sendiri lagu tu tnpa guna tabs, bleh la hampir stengah(kecuali part sweeping yg mcm babi tu). paih tu dh telinga aku tkleh menjangkau had pendengaran part yg susah, trpksa la aku tgh tabs. la ni aku dh tau frets2 utk buat bnda alah yg aku tkleh nk buat sblum2 ni. hahaha. suka btoi aku. tp aku tkleh main lagu tu 100% lg. nt lama2 bleh la kot. haha.

Pontianak pn naik kuda? HAHAHA

Get ready for battle,
this axe will cut down their head,
no more mercy,
for this land, we will.

no more intruders,
no more tears,

go!

show them your true strengthm
its nothing to be scare,
lets pull out their lungs, (bg anjin mkn. hahaha)
glory awaits us!

Die, past, die!

Im here to kill you,
to change the future,
i've decided,
after a year wasted,

i would change everything,
thats would make then realize,
the hero become zero,(and)
everything become nothing,

i'll reveal the truth,
the only future,
the life that we want,
i really mean it,

u don't deserve this future,
the past still the past,
poison their heart and mine,


ahhh, aku malas nk mengarut lg. hahaha

HARAP MAAF.

blog ni tergendala buat sementara waktu. aku tkleh maintain post 10+ blog tiap2 bulan sbb aku tadak idea. aku la ni bnyk menghabiskan masa dengan main dota n tidur.

Puasa?

bulan puasa? tk pernah kata ok. deret ceng. haha. tp kali ni aku berazam nk posa penuh. semangat berkobar kobar ni haaa. haha. tahun lpas n 2 tahun lpas, bulan posa tk best lgsung. nothing special. mybe bagi org lain, depa suka la sbb depa tk kena mcm aku. agak tragis jgk ah klu nk pikir2 balik. tp tkpa, aku dh sms "ON TABAH". so, aku tabah jala mengharungi segala rintangan yg melanda. cewah. HAHAHHA. duhhhhh, aku rindu zaman kanak2 dlu ah. tp tkpa, aku masih lagi dinilai sebagai kanak2. hahaha.

anyway, selamat berpuasa kepada semua umat Islam terutamanya sapa2 yg aku knal la.

This is my decision.

aku dh plan bnda ni lama dh tp aku malas nk ckp kt mak aku. tp smpai bila aku nk smbunyi kn? so, smlm aku ckp kt mak aku yg aku nk tangguh sem. mak aku ok ja. tp time aku ckp yg aku nk tangguh sem tu kn, aku rasa serba salah gila babi oh. tp tkpa la, bulan 1 ni aku sambung len. hee. lpaih aku ckp suma tu, aku trus p umah wan. haha. dh nk dkt 2 minggu aku tidoq kt umah wan. hahaha. tkpa la bleh online cemey.

Comel gila.

Comel kn budak2 ni? klu ampa kata tk comel, ampa bodo la. haha

Utada Hikaru - Can you keep a secret lyrics

Chikazukitai yo kimi no risou ni
Otonashiku narenai
Can you keep a secret?
* Hit it off like this
Hit it off like this, oh baby (x2)
Koko kara zutto okutteru angou wo
Kimi wa mada kaidoku de kitenai Come on
Tsutaeyou, yameyou
Kono mama kakusou
Nigekirenaku naru made
Shinjiyou, dame da yo
Mada utagaesou da mono
Chikazukitai yo kimi no risou ni
Otonashiku narenai
Can you keep a secret?
Kanashiku nai yo kimi ga iru kara
Can you keep a secret?
Can you keep a secret?
Chikazukenai yo kimi no risou ni
Sugu ni wa kawarenai Can you keep a secret?
Kanashiku naru to kimi wo yobu kara
Can you keep a secret? Or kono mama secret?
* repeat
Soba ni itemo toomawashi na hyougen sagashiteru
Meikyuuiri sasetakunai nara
Won't you come on, yeah
Kasuka na monooto
Otte kuru moving shadow
Furikirenaku naru kage
Sukoshi no bouken to
Kizutsuku yuuki mo aru desho
Chikazukitai yo kimi no risou ni
Otonashiku narenai
Can you keep a secret?
Kanashikunai yo kimi ga iru kara
Can you keep a secret?
Can you keep a secret?
Chikazukenai yo kimi no risou ni
Ato ni wa modorenai Can you keep a secret?
Oshaberi ja nai to shoumei shite yo
Can you keep a secret? Or kono mama secret?
Ima made zutto himitsu ni shiteta
Dare ni mo iwanaide Can you keep a secret?
Kanashikunai yo kimi ga iru kara
Can you keep a secret?
Can you keep a secret?
Kizutsukenai to yakusoku shitemo
Dare ni mo wakaranai Can you keep a secret?
Kanashikunai yo kimi ga iru kara
Can you keep a secret? Or kono mama secret?

rutin harian.

pagi - balik umah, tidoq.

petang - p kedai wan sampai pkui 9

mlm - lepak pakcan smpai pkui 12lebih. paih tu p umah wan smpai la pkui 11 pagi esok nuu. haha

wlupn aku sakit mcm nk mati, aku kuaq bt tatau ja. klu nk mati tu mati jgk. hahaha. tp sonok oh lepak kt umah wan. wlupn agak semak, tp best. tmbah2 klu ada man. dia dok gila cari jodoh tk abeh2. hahaha. wan plak gila pompuan. la ni dia dok msg 4 org serentak. gila pnya org. paihtu gaduh la kredit cpt abeh. dh kredit abeh, pinjam duit aku jgk. haha. mentang2 aku kaya la ni =P

Selsema babi.

terbaik ah demam kali ni. dgn batuk2, sakit tekak. perghhh! pantang kuaq jln2, msti bdn panas. paih tu aku rasa sejuk mcm dok kt peti ais. klu aku baring, ok plak. takut kna selsema babi pnya pasai, aku p klinik. 1st time kot aku demam p jmpak doktor. haha. lgpn aku p jmpak doktor sbb suma tanda2 selsema babi tu jd kt aku. nsib bek tadak pa. tp kt mc aku tu doktor tulis *influenza like illness. natang pa pn aku tktau, jnji dpt mc. hahaha

Nami Tamaki - Realize lyrics

Tadoritsuku basho sae mo wakaranai
Todoku to shinjite ima omoi wo hashira seruyo

KATACHI kaete yuku kokoro mo kono machi mo
Dakedo kienai negai ga aru

Chigau yume wo mite onaji sora nagameta
Ano hi chikatta "Makenai koto"

Zutto futari kono te tsunagezu ni
Umarete kita imi wo sagashiteta

Tadoritsuku basho sae mo wakaranai
Todoku to shinjite ima omoi wo hashira seruyo
Ayamachi mo setsunasa mo koeru toki
Negai ga HIKARI dakishimeru mirai wo yobisamashite

Kaze ni nagareteku ano kumo no kodoku wo
Kimi mo dokoka de kanjiteru no?

Yume wo mamoru tame tagai wo kizutsuke
Senaka awase ni aruite kita

Kitto itsuka wakariaeru darou
Onaji kimochi de iru shinjitai

Mayou koto osorezuni habatakeru
Kodou ga namiutsu mada yume wo akiramenai de
Kuraiyami mo kodoku ni mo tachimukau
Kimi to deaeta yorokobi wo kanarazu tsutae ni ikou

Tadori tsuku basho sae mo wakaranai
Todoku to shinjite ima omoi wo hashira seruyo
Ayamachi mo setsunasa mo hanarete mo
Ano hi to onaji, kono sora wa... Kimi e to tsuzuite iru

Friends.

I can see the sunshine,
passed through the window,
i'm smiling because i'm still alive,
i can watch them play again,

I can watch the sunset,
with them, with the beautiful orange sky,
can i do this thing again tomorrow?
i hope so,

i'm not ready to lose them,
i don't want to be alone anymore,
i love them,
thats the truth eventhough sometimes it's hurt.

I love you friends.

Fake

i still remember that day,
how i met you,
how you make fool of yourself,
you act like you know,

you're different now,
your attitude, your lies,
it's getting worst,
you act like you know,

sometimes i laugh,
you act like you're"true",
what a shame,
your "true" is a fake dear,

just follow ther steps,
i'll lead you somewhere,
you will understand whats the "true" mean,
it's inside, not outside.

Dup dup dee dup.

I wake up on wednesday night,
I feed something bad happened,
but I don't know if its true,
my cellphone isn't ringing anymore,
i'm not ready yet,
give me a couple of minutes to take a breath,
i can't hold my breath any longer,
i'm losing the air,
i'm losing the reason to keep living,
i'm losing you,
i'll be alone,
without any support,
without any mercy,
I wish I die,
or
I wish it just a dream.

I love you.

duhhh, agak lama aku tk update blog ni. bnyk sgt bnda yg aku nk tulis tp aku tkda masa. nnt aku free, aku tulis suma.

kwn2, saya sayang sama kamu semua!

Steve Vai - There's A Fire In The House live in tokyo

LAWAK GILA INTRO YG DIA BUAT. HAHAHAHA

1 tak abes, tambah lagi satu.

babi btoi la. lpas 1, 1. klu nk ikutkan hati, nk ja aku blah dari rumah tu. aku tk heran la klu tk dpt duit blanja RM30 1 ari. GRRRRRRRRRRRRR! dari dulu smpai la ni aku mintak apa smua tk dpt. aku dh boring la hidup camni weiiiiiiiiiiiiii. awat si tua tu mintak suma bnda dia dapat? aku mintak tk dpt? macam2 alasan kluaq.

buat kerap2 sikit naaaaaaaaaaaa. tu pn klu nk tgk aku blah dari rumah tu sekali lagi.

H8 - Konfuse.

aku pecaya, band ni bakal jd femes 1 ari nanti. marilah bersama2 memberikan sokongan. btw, lagu ni sedap kn? 1st time aku dengaq pn aku dh boleh hafal sikit2. haha. sedap o lagu ni.

P/S ; 3 minit depa main, paddle drum tercabut. haha.

H8 ;
Lead Guitar ; Wan.
Rythm Guitar/Vocal ; Alang
Bass/Backup Vocal ; Sani
Drum ; Kay-a

Lenka - Trouble is a friend.

lagu ni best n lagu ni mengingatkan aku ttg seseorang. cewah! jiwang karat jgk aku noh. HAHAHHA

rockstar.

aku bangga jd penduduk kedah. bnyk budak2 band kt area2 ni(jitra/alor setar). contohnya : Vendetta, Blackwood Project, The Bourjuis, 4:20, I Quit Antartika, Incarnation, H8, dan macam2 lg. klu nk tulis nama suma band, smpai esok pagi pn tk abeh lg. hahah. H8 tu band mmber aku. lagu depa sedap. tp tk record lagi. wlupn depa ni agak baru, tp aku pecaya 1 ari nnt lagu depa akn meletup n aku rasa nnt lpas record lagu, depa sng nk dpt lubang gig. sbb bnyk org nk tlg depa. contohnya : wan(o-two), sir shahrir, abg edy n ramai lg la. klu tulis nama depa suma smpai pagi esok pn tk abeh. haha

GOOD LUCK FRIENDS!

Pinch harmonics.

A pinch harmonic is produced when the thumb of the picking hand lightly touches against the string immediately after it is picked. This action is sufficient to silence the fundamental and all overtones except those which have a node at that location. This is generally accomplished by holding the guitar pick so that very little of its tip protrudes between the thumb and forefinger (roughly 3-5 mm), allowing the thumb to brush the string immediately after it is picked.

The technique must be performed at one of the appropriate harmonic nodes for the note to sound. For example, to produce a pinch harmonic which is one octave higher than the fundamental of a string which is stopped at the third fret of a guitar, the string must be plucked halfway between the third fret and the bridge (i.e. 15th fret as the neck is logarithmic). Other overtones of the same fundamental note may be produced in the same way at other nodes along the string. The point at which the string is plucked therefore varies depending on the desired note. Most harmonics have several accessible nodes evenly spaced on the string; so it is no surprise that the nodes used in practice are normally those around where the string is normally picked (around the pickups on an electric guitar), rather than those above the neck as these are the easiest to access with the picking hand from normal playing.

Overtones with a frequency of a multiple of the intended overtone (i.e. its own harmonics) will share the nodes of the lower overtone, so won't be muted. They will, however, be at a much lower volume and since they form the selected overtone's own harmonic series, don't detract from the sound of the note. If the string is pinched at the antinote of the intended overtone, no higher overtones will sound.

A single harmonic overtone is far quieter than a normal note which contains many overtones. For this reason, amplification which causes quieter notes to be louder in comparison with notes that are actually louder (distortion or compression for instance) is often used to improve the overall sound. Thicker strings, stronger pickups and adjustment to amplifier settings (increasing gain) are some ways of doing this. It is important to note that as there is only one fundamental sounding, it will have a different volume through different pickups, depending on the proximity of nodes or antinodes to the pickup. The different volumes of overtones are the reason pickups sound different. The outcome of this is that if a node is directly over a pickup, it won't sound through that pickup.

Penyakit berjangkit.

la ni aku ada pnyakit apa pn tktau la. aku kerap baca bnda2 kt wikipedia. berjangkit dari diod kot. tp bagus jgk ah. bleh aku improve english aku yg tk seberapa ni. mklumla aku org miskin yg tk pandai. trpksa la usaha sndri. haha

*psssttttt

trust me!
one day, i'll say it again,
the words,
that are really meaningful to me,
i wish it'll be meaningful to you too,
hear it well,
because i won't repeat it again,
unless...

*pandai2 pikiaq la.

Berat.

ehem ehem, la ni aku kt damansara. aku ddk umah diod. dh 2 ari aku kt kl ni. mlm esok dh nk balik. ramai yg aku tk sempat jmpk kt sini. duhhhhhhh, berat hati oh nk balik. ddk sini pn best. hahaha. tp apa bleh buat, aku trpksa balik jgk sbb aku sangap nk jamming la. haha. lgpn ada bnyk bnda yg aku tk buat lg ni. haihhhh.

ada bnyk lg aku nk crita, tp nnt la aku sambung len. haha

Two.

2 minggu sudah berlalu. HAHA. sapa tatau, dok diam.

aku dh bertekad untuk mencari. tp klu tk jmpak, mmpuih p la. aku pn tk kisah sgt. lgpn, klu smpai bulan 8 ni tk jmpak, aku bajet malas nk cari dh la. time tu aku dh ada gitar. baik aku cari lagu dari prabih masa mencari bnda yg tk kekal. haha.

now,

i'm listening to screamo/emo band from Oklahoma, United States.

aku rasa depa dh R.I.P kot sbb aku tgk last login myspace depa pn 4/27/2009. tp syg la, scene screamo dh tk naik mcm dlu. so, aku rasa sbb tu la depa R.I.Pkn band tu. apa2pn, band tu mmg terbaek lah.

tp, bila aku dgq suma lagu depa. ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, all is see is memories! =[


tp tp tp, aku tktau psaipa aku dengaq balik band ni wlupn aku dok lepak gan budak2 metal. klu depa tau aku dengaq lagu emo, tobat kena paku. hahaha

This is it.

I wish my dream come true,
just once,
i'm tired of waiting,
i'm tired of dreaming,

just come towards my heart,
i think it'll works,
to cure my ill,
to kill the nightmare,

those worms left me,
all alone,
in this room, locked,
theres no keys,

i'm trapped in this room,
gasping for air,
to live,
to see you, again!


*klu ada salah eja tu, abaikn jala

On sale!

That night,
i look up to the sky,
i saw a full moon,
with some beautiful stars,

everything was perfect,
except my fate,
i'm confused,
my life is a game?

I'm tired of all this,
I want to move foward,
but i can't,
there's a wall blocking my way.



*tk abeh lg ni n aku pn tk berminat nk sambung. HAHA

Say "NO" to spammer.

Don't dare to turn your sight,
you'll lose yourself,
in the sea of blood,
you can't swim,
nobody there to save you,
all you see,
just some flying birds,
a group of unknown monster,
waiting for your dead body,
don't look back,
pain awaits,
move foward,
there's the end of this struggle.

i found this on youtube.

Q : i'm a big fan of underoath. but i juz wonder. should a christian put on a tatu?

A : I honestly believe while we're not under Moses' law where in the Bible its says it was completely wrong and perhaps evil to mark yourself, let your convictions show you if as a christian you personally should have a tattoo. we all have our own conscience, our own Spirit man living in us. a conviction is when you feel in your heart and know in your mind you shouldnt do something if youre questioning to do it or not. we all have diff convictions and look like aaron's are not wrong convictions.

tapping? eargasm!

I'll stay awake for you.
The dream we leave will drift to sea,
if we wait here.
I'm scared to dive in, but I believe
we can find it in ourselves.

Side by side through everything,
so we won't get cold.
Existing in forever, and never getting old.
The beauty of tonight
turns into stories that we tell.
When they empty the ocean,
we'll still be holding hands.

underOATH - Reinventing Your Exit

sedap sguh lagu ni.

Ghost appear.

This night is so perfect,
i'm speechless,
i can't believe it,
i am dreaming?

the game we played,
the joy we had,
we enjoyed the night,
just two of us,

without any regrets,
we continued our journey,
with the drowning ark,
into deep end,

thanks to you,
coz you kept me warm,
i'll never forget this,
forever.



P/S ; english saya teruk, lantak saya la nk tulis salah pn. HHAHAHA

What my ambition is?

I'm a grow boy but i'm still short, grrrrrrr. HAHAHA. I'm getting stronger than before. Before this, i easily cry and afraid of cold. But now, i don't really care about those shit anymore. But i still confuse. I don't really know what my ambition is. But my dream is to have a metal/hardcore band. Thats all. Err, about my ambition, i'll think about it later. HAHAHA. All i think now is to have an electric guitar, an amp and some effects. If i have all of these shit, i'll keep practice until i become like "paktam, roland and palie". HAHA. jd mcm depa pn dh ckup hebat. hee

Mon 15.Jun.2009

duhhhh, cacat kot aku dok sorang2. dhla balik umah pkui 1pagi. gitar plak tadak. aku mencacat tgk tv jala sorang2. mcm tk pecaya oh aku tgk channel "history" tgk crita "science and islam" HAHAHA. paihtu aku tgk "national geographic channel". tgk crita "megastructures". haihh, alangkah bagusnya klu ada internet/gitar elektrik kt umah aku. tobat best. HAHAHA

Why?

grrrrrrrr, arini 13 aribulan. spatutnya arini aku p ipoh tapi tk jd. bengang gila ah cmni. dulu terhegeh2 mcm beruk sgt nk p. tp smlm cancel plak. awat tk cancel minggu depan ja? dh tkleh p jauh2, tkyah kuaq umah la. dok umah ja smpai mampoih. lenkali tkyah dok janji dh gan org. tobat aih lpaih ni aku nk p mna2 aku tk plan dh gan ampa. 25 ni aku turun kl pn aku nk p sorang2 ja. bnyk kali dh kot ampa buat aku camni. grrrrrrrr

*sigh*

idk why, today i feel so nervous and i feel that something bad will happen. today is not the same as yesterday, seriously. i can't sleep well this afternoon.

idk what's wrong with my stomach. it's been a week my stomach acting wierd. HAHA. cuba pikir ah, aku mkn nasik abes 1 pinggan then lpas 5 minit, aku lapar balik. klu lapar biasa2 tkpa la jgk. ni lapar tahap kebulur mcm org tk mkn seminggu. puki btoi. dhla aku kekurangan duit la ni. masalah btoi laaaaa.

*nsib bek aku sudah kembali ke jalan yg benar. haha. klu tdak, aku sudah kaya sekarang. haha

12 June 2009 around 2a.m

haha. aku, reh, padoug n wafiy p meronda2. awai2 kami melepak kt kdai "tashe". time melepak tu lan n pown ada lg. paih tu depa nk balik awai. paih tu kami saja melawak kt wafiy, ajak dia p meronda. paih tu padoug pnya akai la, dia ajak p jalan yg agak seram. haha. kami share duit sorang 2 ringgit, boh mnyak keta paih tu p meronda. kt wang tepus kot padoug nmpak natang pa tatau. tp aku aram tk nmpk apa pn. kote sguh. agak bebai jgk la smlm sbb tk nmpk antu. haihhhhh. geram btoi

i'm totally confuse

hey, wtf with you? wtf with all your words? idk whats wrong with you. i know there's something wrong will happen to you. it's okay if you don't want to tell me. but i hope you'll stay strong. i always be your friend. i love all my friends. thats all =]

smile.

it's cold over here, this fucking aircond keep makes me freezing and idk why, suddently i'm thinking about you, about the past. i saw you uploaded new picture. i view them all and i see your smiling face. oh my god. that's the sweetest smile in this whole world you know. after viewing all of your pictures, i'm smiling alone. idk why.

jilat ludah sendiri?

WTF! bajet hebat lah konon? hg rasa hg main drum hebat sgt la dgn adanya band baru hg tu? dh la boroi. bajet hot. HAHAHA. baru main 1 gig, dh blagak mcm rockstar. bodoh! main drum pn tk btoi, pandai nk tunjuk hebat. FUCK YOU! stop shitting on my friend you bastard! stakat main indie rock, tkyah dok blagak hebat la wehhhhh. bodoh!

Fate?

Leaves falling down,
i look into your eyes,
i know theres a secret,
and i see regrets,

this is the world,
you must face it,
nothing is forever,
nothing is going to be perfect,

time is getting dangerous,
it can ruin your fucking life,
just a moment,
world is changing,

this called fate? ROFL!

Grrr

smlm aku balik pkul 2. aku try nk tidoq. tp tkleh tidoq. puas aku guling2 then dlm pkul 5 cmtu kot baru aku bleh tidoq. baru nk melebarkn bahtera aku, then dlm pkul 6 cmtu ah phone aku buat bunyi bising. grrrrrr, mcm nk baling ja oh phone aku time tu. dhla aku nk tidoq pn susah. lpas tu aku meneruskan perjalanan aku untuk sambung tidoq. then pukul 8 baru aku bleh tidoq.

*motif cerita saya ialah, don't fuckin' send me sms when i'm sleeping!

Funny things about my family.

HAHA. agak bodoh jgk ah crita ni.

ptg td aku bgn tidoq dlm pkui 6 cmtu then aku nk kluaq. tp duit tkdak sbb mak aku kuaq gan kak aku. paih tu aku main la gitar sorang2 smpai mak aku balik. pastu aku mintak duit, aku ckp nk kuaq. then mak aku ckp "mlm ni mak tkdak kt umah". so, aku pn tk kisah la. then mak aku ckp "hg tkyah balik umah la mlm ni". aku mcm errrrrr wtf! time aku nk balik umah, mak aku tk bg aku balik. time aku tk tidoq umah, aku plak kena marah. haha

This called "world".

haha. aku tau ttg ni lama dh tp bnda camni dh jrg jd kt aku la ni. tp smalam aku dpt rasa bnda tu. haha. standart la kn, sblum dapat bnda tu, kejar mcm org gila. then lpas dpt, dh boring, buang suka hati.

laki pompuan sama ja

*aku tk kata kt sapa pn nahhh. jgn dok terasa*

Errrr.

dh June. wtf ah bulan lpas aku dh post 17. bulan ni dh tkda idea. babi btoi.

Oh fuck! i'm so fuckin' jealous.

Look at this kids, he start screaming at 5 years old. Not just screaming, he listen to underOATH at this age. I know some of people outsite there will say "wtf with screaming song, i can't understand". If you can't understand, so shut the fucking hell up. It's underOATH, christian metal band. 5 years old kids listening to metal band. Oh fuck, i'm asking why i'm not this kids. HAHA. I'm into underOATH since i'm 14. But! Why 14? why not 5? like this kids? grrrrrrrrrrrrrr

duhhhhhh

wehhhhhh, sapa ada seribu? mai pinjam dlu. bulan 8 ni aku bagi balik. haha. sangap nk beli gitar ni wehhhhhhhhhhhhh. aku takut org kebas ja gitar tu. sedap kot gitar tu. dhla ada pickup emg. duhhhhh.

G

i found an easy way. i think it'll gonna works for me. when i'm with "it", all my problems are gone and now i'm into "it". i can smile and laugh well when i'm with "it". isn't cool? but! sometimes i easily get angry with "it". what i mean is my fucking right hand. i can't even fuckin' do "double pick down(6 strings) and 1 pick up(5 strings). but now i'll keep fuckin' practice until i can do the badass pick up and pick down well.

oh god, this fucking thing will change my life. please help me. hee

Gigs

duhhhhhhh! tk sabaq nk p gig ni. dh lama tk p gig kotttttttt. dhla kali ni nk p gan member2. lan, pown, reh. long pn ada. duhhhhh! kali ni nk banging smpai tercabut kpala lah. hahahaha. nnt p nk jmpak aishah. agak rindu ah lpas break gan dia aritu. lama dh kot tk jmpa. aku nk tgk dia "hatko" mna sgt klu kt gig. HAHAHA.

13 June ini, ipoh, tunggu saya! HAHA =P

27 June ini, kuala lumpur, tunggu saya! Cewah! Bajet femes bleh. HAHAHAHHA

idk why.

sejak kebelakangan ni, bnyk bnda pelik jd kt aku. aku pn tktau psaipa. petanda aku nk mati dh kot. HAHAHA. if yes, good! saya hepi, mybe mereka pun hepi kn?

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ

be strong lee!

underOATH - Alone in december

You always amazed me
But thats the past
I kept silent and it rained for days
My inside were drenched
But I guess that's the part of growing up
I never wanted to learn
And I grew into the man
That you never knew
But I wouldn't be this way
If it wasn't for you
100 thank you's
It this is love
Fairy tales never came true
Judies are black in full bloom
And I died in the womb
Take it back, all that's gone
It's all still there like you left it
December stayed the same
Nothing ever changed but you
Every little dream covered in dents
Love can't fly tonight
Couples will rest, I'll be sleepless
So cry yourself to sleep
This is about broken hearts
This is about me
Bending again for nothing
I'd run to you but pain awaits
I'm coming home
But I'll be late
No deeper than imagination can be
Sight with nothing to see
What's faith if I can't believe
It's everything
A cure, but I make it a disease

God take me because I hate me

12.21am Wed 27 May 2009.

HAHAHA. rekod dunia oh. smlm abg aku call aku. guna phone dia sendiri plak tu. perghhhhhhhh! aku tk penah ckp gan dia sejak aku darjah 6. klu ckp pn maki2 ja time gaduh. HAHAHAHA. time dia call aku tu, aku dok lepak gan lan, pown, reh, padoug n wafiy. duhhhh! time dia call aku tu, dlm hati dok kata "apa kejadah dia call aku lewat2 ni, ada bad news ka apa?"

Then, time aku angkat phone tu, aku tnya dia "awat?". dia tnya "hg nk balik pkui bapa?". time tu aku rasa mcm "fuhhhh. igtkn ada bad news ka apa". paih tu aku abaq kt dia "aku tk balik kot". then dia letak phone tu.

*aku rasa ada 2 kemungkinan dia call aku smalam. salah 1 dari kemungkinan tu msti btoi. tp tkpa la, lantak dia la nk buat apa pn. jnji dia tk kacau aku sudahhhhhhh

21 May 2009

saya dan kawan kawan pergi bernaik kereta ke Titi Hayun, Yan. paih tu kami singgah kt Pantai Murni. cam kote ja kedai mkn kt situ. SEDAP! MURAH! aku order nasik goreng kampung, lan order nasik goreng biasa. sama ja aku tgk. beza kt teloq tu ja. haha. dhla mahai. kote sguh. tobat tk p dh aih. HAHAHA

No title and tk siap lg and takkan siap smpai bila2. haha.

From now on,
i lost the ability to paint the world,
my throat bleed again,
everything become dark,

blood drops from the sky,
i hear screaming voice,
i see a hole of corpse,
all i think is fear,

i close my eyes for a second,
wishing for something good,
nothing change,
it's getting worse




Aku antam tulis ja ni. sbb tu la tkkan siap. haha.

Smile.

What a good news. I got a phone call last night.

Dlm pkul 1.40 cmtu kot lpas Wan antaq aku balik, kwn aku tepon. Dia kata dia nk balik. Tp tktau bila. Dia kata nnt dia free 1 ari ja sbb dia ada bnyak keja. Free 1 ari pn tkpa. Jnji bleh lepak skali. Duhhhhhhhhhh! Lama dh kot tk jmpa dia. Rindu oh. HAHAHA.

_________ <-- isi ruang kosong di sebelah dengan tajuk yg sesuai. HAHA

Flashback starts,
it remind me of you,
i can see your smile,
tears running down my face.

Mouthful words become silent,
lips are quivering,
as a withering roses,
i'm bleeding, it's hurt.

I plea for your forgiveness,
all i got is no answer,
i plea for your forgiveness,
again and again.

Until then i feel so hopeless,
i let you go,
but i won't let you escape from my dream,
thats all i got, left.



Harap maaf klu salah eja. saya tk pandai english. saya antam tulis ja tu. HAHAHAHA

16 June, 6pm - 17 June, 6.am

Bgn tido, mandi then aku p cc. Pastu dlm pkul 8 lebih aku balik umah. Aku mkn sambil tgk bola. Babi ja Arsenal seri gan Man Utd. Lpas tgk bola, aku p cc, layan lagu Liyana, Atreyu n Underoath. Pstu dlm pkul 11.15 cmtu aku kuaq gan Wan. Kami p mkn. Duhhhhhh! rekod dunia aku mkn 2 kali dlm 1 hari. HAHA. Time dok tgh mkn tu Man mai. Lpas mkn, kami p umah Wan. Pergh, sekali lagi aku jadi guru gitar Man. HAHA. Arini aku ajaq dia intro lagu Bullet For My Valentine - Tears Don't Fall. Dia dh bleh. Tp lagu IKTPQ - Say Goodbye dia tkbleh lg. Tp tkpa la dia mau blajaq. Lpaih dia penat main gitar, dia suh aku cari lagu HIZAKI Grace Project - Race Wish. Bapak susah lagu tu. Dhla tkda tab. Telinga aku ni dh la agak pekak. Tp aku bleh gak cari part2 yg aku tkleh main sblum ni. Oh, aku trlupa. Arini Wan beli amp baru. So, agak sedap la main electric guitar ada amp, tk mcm sblum2 ni. HAHA. Pnya la sronok main gitar, tgk2 dh pkui 5.50pagi. Dhla exam start pkui 8. Aku pn bergegas ajak Man balik.

Pompuan haram jadah.

tgk muka ja mcm "org baik". tp perangai mcm haram jadah. puki mak hg la wei. stakat nk makan duit org tu, hg tanggung sndri la kt akhirat nnt. bodo pnya pompuan. fuck gila pompuan ni. mintak2 mampoih cepat la. tua tk sedaq diri. p mampoih la hg dengan keturunan hg suma. keja dok makan duit orang ja. bodoh! hg ada bukti, bwk p balai polis la. heran sgt dgn "balang" yg hg jumpak tu. hg igt kami bodo nk bagi 7ribu buta2 ja kt hg. bodo babi anak haram pnya pompuan. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

16-05-2009 around 1a.m - 9a.m, kisah benar ni. HAHA

Mula2 aku lepak gan Wan n Man kt dpn asrama pelancong. lpas tu kami p umah Wan, praktis main gitar. aku ajar Man main gitar. dia dh boleh main dh sikit2. lpas main gitar, kami tgk video Nabil raja lawak tu. lpas abes tgk video tu, Wan nk tidoq. time tu pkul 4pagi dh. so, aku gan Man pn blah la. kami lepak depan U-Station, isap rokok pa suma dlu, dengaq Man dok crita pgalaman dia suma. paih tu Udin anak Haji Noh mai. lpaih tu geng2 "Mat Tayar" pn mai. lpaih tu depa dok kacau geng2 vietnam. aku gelak jala. aku MAU kacau org. lpaih tu dlm pkul 6.30pagi cmtu, aku gan Man blah. p mkn nasik lemak. time tu Man crita ttg awek2 dia. tiba2 ja aku teringat ttg kau. aku crita ttg kau kt dia (tk semua, don't worry). dari 1st kita kenal, till the last day of our relationship. aku kasitau Man mcm mna aku sayang kau. then aku kasitau dia apa salah silap aku dengan kau smpai aku kena tinggal dgn kau. lpas tu Man plak crita ttg awek yg dia syg. tp mak n adik2 dia tk restu. aku pn tktau psaipa. malas nk tnya banyak. dlm pkul 8.30pagi cmtu kot, kami balik tidoq.

Fuck yeah.

ohhhhhhh! kau dh baca blog aku. haha. bnda dh 1 tahun lebih dh ni, aku still tk lupa kau la wehhhhh. aku still igt lagi "sumpah" kau tu. lepas aku dengan kau, aku dengan sorang budak pompuan ni. aku ckp kt dia yg aku takkan sayang dia mcm aku sayang kau sbb tkda sapa bole ganti kau dlm hati aku ni. (duhh, jiwang karat la plak) fuck yeah, i can't forget you. but, thanks. lepas kau tinggal aku, aku dh boleh main gitar. agak hebat la jgk. aku dh pn buat 1 lagu untuk kau tp bkn lagu maki2 lah. kau cuba bayangkan budak bodoh mcm aku yg tk kenal erti "chord", buat lagu untuk kau. nk dekat sebulan aku cari chord. lpas tu tulis lirik. lirik tu aku tkkan post kt blog ni. 1 hari nnt aku kasi kau dengar eh. aku sayang kau lahhhhhhhhhh. mmg kadang2 aku salahkan kau. tp, bila aku dh serabut, aku dh tkbole pikir apa. smpai tuhan pn aku maki!

lagi 1. kdg2, ptg2 aku slalu lepak kt kedai kwn aku. ada la sorang budak tu, keja kt kedai celcom kot klu tk salah aku. muka dia mcm kau dow. tk pecaya? tanya lan. kami pggil budak tu JJ. haha. "J Junior".

wehhhhhhh pompuan! sumpah demi Allah, aku akan tunggu kau. klu kau taknak amek kisah ttg aku pn tkpa, tu hak kau. aku tkkan paksa kau.

aku mintak maaf eh dlu aku ada maki2 kau. aku harap kau faham bila org yg aku paling sayang tinggalkn aku n betapa marahnya aku. tp klu kau tanak maafkn pn tkpa lah. tu hak kau.

9 May 2009, 10.50p.m till 10 May 2009, 2a.m

mlm ni aku rasa hepi gila. i really wish that this night will never end. teringin gila kot nk lepak2 mcm dlu. dh lama tk lepak2 cmni, dgq reh crita masalah dunia dia, gelak2, paku org, bergosip sikit. haha. tp syg, lan tadak. dia p kl. larr pn tadak. haih. tp kn, mlm ni, suma prob yg ada dlm kpala otak aku ni ilang. sumpah tk tipu. hm, tp esok long nk balik dh. kesian kt lan n long. tkleh jmpa jgk. klu umoq panjang, mymc ni bleh lepak skali la kot. jitra mono worms nk turun banging kt mymc nt ni. HAHA.

long, lan, pown, reh n larr, ampa kwn terbaik yg pernah aku ada. mmba2 cc pn kwn terbaik yg pernah aku ada jgk, tp dh ampa tk lepak gan kami mlm ni, so, nama ampa tk tersenarai la. HAHAHAHA

No title (tk siap lg)

I walk through the day,
As a journey to the west,
I'm not running away,
It's a journey to make me grow.

The dream will slowly collapse,
The promises will slowly dissapear,
I must throw out the mask on my face,
It's time to face the world.

World of struggle,
Where selfish people lives,
I don't care if i live with those people,
I'm just who i am.

something.

idk why i must read it and i know something about your problem. please be calm. it'll make you grow. trust me. don't think about it too much. i wish i could help you. i know how you feel. i think your problem is a little bit worst then mine. but i can feel the same as yours. well, you need time to forget it eventhough it hurt you alot.

be strong. throw away your fear. walk through the struggle. gain experience from every mistake. you can make it. be like me. i can smile eventhough i'm in big trouble. i can make people laugh eventhough my brain is full with problem. just be strong.

babi takboleh jadi kerbau.

hahaha. bodoh gila title. tp kn, babi mmg tkboleh jadi kerbau. kalau babi tu, babi jgk smpai mati. so, janganlah menipu untuk jadi kerbau. hg tipu camna pn, hg tetap babi. klu hg pakai topeng kerbau sekalipun, idung hg tetap menjadi pojaan hatiku. haha. dah la tu. tkyah dok tipu org sgt. tobat2 la sama. awai2 aku tgk hg pn aku dh tau hg ni camna. perangai mcm taik. awai2 ja bt baik. last dok tikam org. hg ni mmg diibaratkan sbgai babi la. hg tgk gambaq babi, sebijik mcm hg. hahahaha. bodoh. FUCK OFF!

Sit down sit down!

HAHAHA. Kesian gila kt org tua terkutuk ni.

Arsenal song? maybe. i found on thier site. haha.

"Ooh to be a Gooner"

"Arsenal, Arsenal"

"We love you Arsenal"

"Come on Arsenal"

lagi 1

"And its Arsenal, Arsenal it is"

"Were by far the best team"

"That the world has ever seen"

21 April 2009, 4.54a.m

I cried because of liverpool. FUCK! Arshavin already did the best but liverpool either. Actually i watched that game (Arsenal vs Liverpool) at home with my brother. Well, i'm not talking with my brother since i was 12 and my brother is a liverpool fans and i'm arsenal fans. I really hope that arsenal can pawn liverpool because i wish my brother will hate me more after he watch his favourite team lose with his brother's favourite team. HAHA. sound funny. but i really mean this. Anyway, good jub gunners. Next big team is Man UTD. I can't wait to win money from my dearest friend if arsenal can go to UEFA CUP final. HAHA.

This is nothing.

When the day come,
I'll raise my hand,
Show some respect,
I will.

I want to see buildings grow as healthy grass,
Make us proud,
No longer old mind thinking,
Freely move around.

No more fighting,
No more enemy.

Breath deeply,
Smell the fresh air,
How amazing this world are,
Thank god.

Drug.

Drug is a killing machine. I don't understand why people do take drug eventhough they already knew the effect. Are they dumb? I think so. They wasting thier money to blow thier healthy life into unhealthy one. WOW!

Hey, open up your eyes. How if 1 day, your parents know that you're addicted to drug? You know how hurt they are? You know what they feel? Fuck you! You don't even think about that. I'm not saying that i'm a good boy. You take drugs? Me either. BUT! It was a long time ago. I was a "brainless" kid that time. BUT! I only want to try it. I don't care if people laugh at me because i can't "eat" more then 3 round. I'm still new and i already quit now. Enough! I don't need that shit to make my parents proud of me. Eventhough i'm a poor, non-educated village boy, i can think better then who addicted to drug.

If i got no idea, it'll became like this.

Stop laughing,
It's annoying,
Your pretty face is going to hell,
So, shut the fuck up.

Don't you try do make me smile,
I won't smile if i see your rotting face,
You think you pretty enough?
Look at your mirror again.

Don't even think to get pass through my heart,
It won't melt again,
Trust me dear,
If this heart melt again, i believe it's not for you.


Abis dh, cerita tergantung. haha

4.32 a.m

I don't know why i keep thinking of you,
I can't sleep,
Our memories ruin my night,
And i keep thinking of you over and over again,
It's already late,
I must close my tired eyes,
Oh god, I can't
I'm afraid that you'll forget to knock my dream door tonight,
It's enough if i'm losing you by my side,
But i don't want to lose you as my dream friend,
I don't care if you're not coming back again,
But please,
Don't forget me,
I don't care if you're just a dream,
I feel real safe with you eventhough it just a dream.

I always love you J.

No title.

I found someone special in my heart,
After wasted my whole life on nothing,
Creates me happiness,
Because i adore you,
Only you,

My eyes was closed by sunlight,
It was so bright,
I can't see anything,
Until you show your pretty face in front of me,

You hold my hand,
Bring me away from that light,
I feel alive,




NANTI LA AKU SAMBUNG. AKU NAK TURUN TGK BOLA NI.

What a shame.

ini kisah benar.

bkn aku nk kutuk kaum sendiri, bkn aku nk kata aku pandai, bkn nk kata aku baguih. tp pikiaq sama la. dh la tk brapa cerdik. klu org kaya tkpa la jgk. nk blajaq tp malas paihtu nk balik klas awai, ckp la "kami nk balik awai (1 kelas). letih la ari ni". kpala bapak hg la burit oi. hg babitkn kami suma btpa. hg tamau blajaq tu hg pnya pasai pa. gatai balik awai bkn balik umah pn. p jumpak boyfriend. gatai burit sgt hg p kawen la. bodo punya budak. klu hg bt skali dua tkpa. ni tiap2 minggu. aku yg jarang mai klas pn tk jd mcm hg. aku paham lebih dari hg. org dok blajaq hg dok main msg. hg tu tiap2 ari masuk klas, haram tk paham apa. blajaq natang pa pn tatau. otak sumbat kt lubang burit, paih tu bagi boyfriend jolok, lagi masuk dalam. mau tk paham apa. hg igt makpak hg nk jaga hg smpai hg tua ka? awat, hg igt hg dok bg boyfriend hg jolok tu hg bleh kaya? bodo punya budak. dh la assignment pn keja tiru org. mau kena assignment group, hg buat ka? hg keja mengarah ja. buat tatau. psaipa? dh hg tk reti. hg tu pekak. bodo punya burit. dok menggedik dlm klas. hg igt hg segak sgt ka? muka mcm pungkoq periuk, dok bt gedik. haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

LIYANA - Last dance lyrics

This is my last dance with you
This is my only chance to do all I can do
To let you know that what I feel for you is real

This is the last chance for us
This is the moment that I just cannot let end
Before I know that theres a chance were more than friends

So don’t let go, don’t let go
Make it last all night
This is my last chance to make you mine

I kept my feelings so deep
I kept my dreams of you and me somewhere inside
Although I prayed that you would see it in my eyes

But this is my last chance to say
Whats in my heart before you stay out of my life
And then youll understand the way I feel inside

So hold me close cause it feels so right
This is my last chance to make it mine
Make this dream reality
So close and yet so far
Gotta find a way into your heart
Gotta speak my mind
Gotta open up to you this time
I cant let you slip away tonight
This is my last dance with you

This is my only chance to do all I can do
To let you know that what I feel for you is so real
So don’t let go
Just make it last all night long
This is my last chance to make you mine, yeah
To make you mine

HIZAKI grace project - Race Wish

What a beautiful song. I can play 3/5 of this song. I can't play this song perfectly because i'm not using electric guitar (miskin) I'm just using 19 frets guitar (gitar kapok, tatau nk abaq dlm english. haha) Can you tell me? Haaa. This is my 1st time learn a song using tabs. What i mean is, i'm using GuitarPro program to learn song. Easy to understand. Not like tabs, it has no movement and music as i use GuitarPro program. If you don't understand, just download GuitarPro yourself and try it.

1 more thing, he is beautiful isn't it? HAHAHA =P

Jotun.

I often dream of huge numb buildings,
Jet-black sinister architecture
Being installed when nobody sees
Their appearance so sudden
That few would take notice

And when I wake up
I imagine being crushed by one
Imaginating it's weight, it's silence
And the absence of excuses for a havoced life
And the priviledge of a 22-kilometers tombstone

Jotun

A body of black
That carried no reflection
Defying it's own room
Un-earthly egg of decreation

There would be colonies
Mushroom-scattered forever out of context
Rising spores from a dying world
To pollute and chase away what's left

Sun-white pulverised desert stone
And serpentine lizard mouths
Pales away the pyramids
Rewriting 4500 years of history
Raping the Statue of Liberty
Outplays the acropolis
Inverting the fjords
Invades the N Y skyline to
Dream its own existence in one single final word

Jotun

A body of black
That carried no reflection
Defying it's own room
Un-earthly egg of decreation

Can we identify them
As the flint buried in our reptile skulls
Or the time-bomb coded in our DNA

Jotun

A body of black
That carried no reflection
Defying it's own room
Un-earthly egg of decreation

Defend of the Ancient.

Together we stand,
Three lane we wait,
Winning is sure,
For good teamwork,

Main point is the items, heroes and the ANCIENT,
Don't forget the rune or you'll regret,
Think wisely,
One wrong steps will cause a death,

Don't feed them,
Don't let them farm,
Killing is not the priority,
Teamwork is the one,

Well done,
We killed them all,
Walk through the lane,
Kill all the creeps,


Continue soon

An opera doll.

i don't know what your mind thinking,
can't you stop pretending?
you think i'm an lifeless opera doll?
i just needed by you when you're fuckin' bored.

i'm awake dear,
stop saying "I love you",
it's a fake words,
it's annoying you know?

i've been cheated by pussy's alot of time,
i don't want to be a doll anymore,
and i don't need your lie to grow,
i hope you realize that you're hurting my fuckin' heart.

please don't repeat it again,
or else you'll "eat" all of your fuckin' lies,
just be loyal to your partner,
enough.

Death?

talking about death, i'm so scare and so fuckin' guilty. oh my god. sometimes i think about this, i cry. i wish they could listen to me now. i'm really really sorry for all my bad attitude. to "her", i'll love you till the end of my life. our 3 years love just ended with death. i still remember last 2 week before your death. i'm so sorry. i didn't mean to be so rude.

nobody understand me except you. you're so fuckin' special. till now, i can't forget you bcause nobody can't replace your place in my heart. i wish you still alive. i wish we could laugh, dance, play, jump, smile and watch movie together again. oh god. why you take her away from me? you make me suffer.

Beep beep.

Wake up,
Open up your eyes,
I can't wait any longer,
Don't you understand all my jokes?

Idk how to tell you,
But please open your eyes,
Just for a moment,
Please?

I love you,
Don't you know that?

And now,
You trying to get away from me,
I don't know why,
I did something wrong?
If i do, please forgive me,
I didn't mean to,

If you really want to get away from me,
It's alright,
I'll accept it,
Thanks.

The Gunners.

PLAYERS

Goalkeepers ; Manuel Almunia, Vito Mannone, Lukasz Fabianski.

Defenders ; Bacary Sagna, Philippe Senderos, Alexandre Song, Johan Djourou, Armand Traore, Kolo Toure, William Gallas, Mikael Silvestre, Gael Clichy.

Midfielders ; Abou Diaby, Tomas Rosicky, Denilson, Jack Wilshere, Emmanuel Eboue, Cesc Fabregas, Samir Nasri, Aaron Ramsey. Andrey Arshavin, Amaury Bischoff.

Strikers ; Eduardo, Carlos Vela, Emmanuel Adebayor, Robin Van Persie, Theo Walcott, Nicklas Bendtner.

Coaching Staff ; Arsene Wenger, Boro Primorac, Gerry Peyton, Collin Lewin, David Wales, John Kelly, Paul Akers, Rat Rice, Neil Banfield, Tony Coldbert, Gary O'driscoll, Neal Reynolds, Vic Akers, Paul Johnson.

Monochrome.

they're so fuckin' amazing. i'll try to go watch thier live show eventhough i don't have enough money or busy. seriously i'm in love with thier performance. last week i watched thier live show at MCPA Hall, KL. it was amazing and perfect. but they just the "opening exe" band. idc about that. i enjoyed "head-bang" on that day. i almost broke my own neck. HAHA. that's cool huh?

any metal kids out there, please support this band. i swear you won't regret. thanks.

http://www.myspace.com/chromemono

MONOCHROME is the best! <33

Friends.

i love you,
i'll never let anything bad happen to you,
trust me,
you guys are the sweetest things that happen to me,
eventhough you guys stay far from me,
you guys always close to my heart,
seriously, i can't lose u guys,
idk what's going to happen if i lose 1 of u guys,
i wish our friendship is forever,

Confuse.

idk why i must write all this. mybe i don't want to lose this memory. first, idk what your mind thinking and idk what u want. eventhough you're not my "chosen girl", i treat you as you're the "last girl on the earth". im very loyal to you. but! in the same time, i'm in love with other girl. but i try to hide that feeling bcause i'm with you that time. but i'm just nobody in your fuckin' eyes! i saw that. do you understand all my insinuation means? it's very meaningful. i know i'm not your "dream boy". thats why i never tell you "straight" about "how hurt i am". sometimes i think how to get away from you bcause i can't afford too much pain anymore. but idk how to tell you.

but! sometimes, i miss u. darn, open your cellphone. i need to talk to you. it's been 2 weeks my cellphone is in silence.

Last wishes.

Remember back when we're close,
When we sit next to each other,
I've looked into your eyes,
I saw a hopeless love,

I thought it was dream,
Because my loyal heart is just for you,
But it was a mistake,
My eyes was blinded by your words,

I was a doll in your eyes,
You cheated on me,
You doesn't care about how i feel,

Living in fear is my last wishes,
Heartless angel killed my soul,
Stabbed me in the back,
I won't forgive you,
Remember this, I wont forgive you,

This heart.

This life is a battle but I will never give in
You try to bring me down
But I will stand strong, armed with hope
This mind free of your constraints
Never to think like you
Destroying all in your path
I can't live like that, I never will
This heart will never die
This mind you can't fuckin' buy
Growing stronger, never give in
This life is a struggle
You try your best, never good enough
For them the faceless
Dragging you down every fucking day
Conform or pay the price
But I will never give in
Not like that you won't, tear me down
This heart will never die

Liar !

I grew up with anger,
As fire licking the earth,
You must know how angry i am,
You broke my heart,
As a ruined building,

And now,
I brave myself to forget you,
I let our memories drown into deep sea,
Drowning alone,
Memories became history,

I can see trees waving for goodbye,
I know this goodbye means forever,
You must realize that one day you will die,
Until then you are worthless.

1st love.

I remember how to be friends,
Do you think that we could start it again?
And I don't really know how it ends,
But come on over,
Could you come back over?
I miss your voice,
I miss your smile,

I saw you in dream,
You kissed my lips,
Wiped away my tears,
But it just a dream,
and...
I wish you still alive,
I'm not ready to lose you yet,